Friday, July 30, 2004
Wasted Love...
Didn't.....
Mean 2 fall in luv wif u
N everyday i'll tink of u,
Hurts me so i cant have u,
N everyday i'll say im fine,
Can't u tell its all a lie,
Do u noe hw much it hurts,
Inside my heart i tink it'll burst
Juz hearin bout ur luv lyf,
Oh hw much it hurts me so,
Noeing tat ur heart belongs 2 sumone else but neva me,
But i noe it can neva be,
U belong 2 sum one else,
Sum one else better den me,
Being there for eternity
Once again i'll tink abt
my lyf e present n e past
do u noe hw much it sux
i noe im surely not e best
But i tink abt e tyms
tat i spent juz being wif u
they can neva b replaced
nuthing else will eva do
Chorus: But if i eva had a chance, i will not let it go 2 waste,
E tot of u being here wif me, i will not let it go 2 waste,
Sitting back i tink of u
wat e hell am i 2 do
if i eva walk away
i'll be always missin u
but if i saty rite here wif u
den i noe will juz be frens
i can neva live lyk tat
its lyk living rite in hell
Chorus
N now i duno wat 2 do
So i wrote tis song 4 u
Tinking of e words 2 say
juz 2 show my luv 4 u
so i came out wif 3 words
n tat was all tat i cld say
u may neva b wif me
but my luv 4 u is really true
Chorus
Now i will not, let it go
2 waste no, juz want u
2 be rite, here wif me
4eva, n eva.....
Shad checked in on...Friday, July 30, 2004
Wat 2 do....wat 2 do...wat 2 do....
Haiz...very tired sey...onli got 2 hrs of slp e past few days...so many stuff 2 tink abt...i've always been known 2 take risk in lyf...shd i do it again now...? Y am i so unsure abt risk nw? Did i jz bcame a coward...? Last tym i die oso not scared...but actually nw oso nw scared...juz not sure...wanna jump or not ah...i lyk duno wat 2 do anymore sey...nw band oso got prob....drummer whr sia...hmm....need 2 buck up ah...i damn sian oredy lor....i write here oso duno hu read...lyk no1 cum see onli...am i wasting my tym???? Sheeshh.....
Shad checked in on...Friday, July 30, 2004
Thursday, July 29, 2004
AAARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATE TEST!!!!!!!!!
Haiz...Hate test sia...i had test 2day which i 4get abt...Wanna noe wat happen yesterday??? Well my mumask me 2 pick up my nenek's(Grandma) walkin stick at my aunts hse in h'gang...i bored so ask fadhly along...den we took taxi 2 my nenek hse ah...eazier 2 carry e walkin stick...so we reach there n was relaxin abit...tired u noe...den my nenek woke up frm slp 2 go toilet...my aunt help her ah den suddenly come out frm e toilet she seem dazed n neva espond 2 anything. Luckily me n fadhly there 2 carry her 2 e bedrm...stroke again...so call ambulance n go hospital ah....tired sey...dr said very bad...stayed at hospital til 12...Fadhly's dad overnite there...so 2day found out got test...neva study...G offer 2 let me copy...ut no mood ah...hmmm tired sey....my fren gd ah...can offer 2 let me copy hahaha anyway...so bored 2day...so put the slime in lionel's back ah...hahaha his reaction damn funny sia...den let cheng2 decide next victim...he choose zombie...hahahaso lionel help me ah...haiz...gtg...write later...
Shad checked in on...Thursday, July 29, 2004
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Mistake???
Im now wonderin, was tis a mistake? Did i juz wasted my tym creatin tis? I noe myself n i noe hw lazy i am wen it cums 2 typing....n i dun even noe a thing abt blogging....u all see...very lame sia....hahaha i bet im e onli one hu read tis...my life's juz so messed up at e moment...guess im tired off it...wish i cld get some entertainment without workin 4 it...hahahaha put some slime in cheng2's shirt yest....hahaha whole class laff at his reaction....hahaha he was shiverin frm its coldness....after tat whole class cautious of me...sheesh...din go sch 2dae...tired n sick...furthemore i woke up late...im gona get kick out frm sch soon man....got 2 get my attitudw straight...HELP!!!!! im dying!!!!!!! haiz....
Did nuting but trying 2 figure out hw 2 use this ting....hahahaha G said it will be very 'ROCK' hahahah...mebi in da future....hmmm......dun even noe hw 2 put tagboard....no links oso hahahah....tis blog...LAME hahahhaha well juz passin tym nw...c wat a boring person i am....
Shad checked in on...Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Tapestry
Still trying 2 get over it tho it was last sat.....let me see...how did it go again...
Flashback.....
yawnzzz....tired sia....
Time:7:30
hmm.....bath...get ready...(fast fwd...)
Next stop, Orchard....
yawnzzz....wherer sia roma....promise me 9:15...
Shit!!! Onli 9...aiyoh...i damn kanchong....sheesh....
Aik....hairstyle chg???? hahaha "woi, hw r u???? Long tym no see...hehehe"
wakin 2wards Far East.....
Roma, ''U not nervous ah?"
Me: not yet lah....l8r...;)
(Fast Fwd...)
Me: Excuse me ah...we performin sn...whr 2 report?
Guy: Keyboard???
Me: NONO!!! Report!! whr 2 Report!!!???
Guy: U nd keyboard? Whr e keyboard???
Me: AIYOH!!!!! WHR 2 REPORT!!!!!!!!!!!
Guy: oh...there, there....
!@#$$%$#@!! sheesh.....
Dokz...stand bhind there.....
Me: Roma, nw den i nervous...hehehahaha
Silently tinking...so little ppl...whr did maryam go sey....hmm....whr su, bia n e rest...
Eh....G N LION!!! hahaha
(Fast Fwd)
*lead......
Me:Sometyms i sit in my rm.....
(In my head: Wah....Past, Present, Future all ard me.....our music suck sia....so many mistakes
ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!! Drum mistake!!!!.....sweating.....eh...my mum!!! hahahaha hmmm hu sia tis Indian guy....creepy sia....bt he gd audience....wah roma face no expression sia
eh....BIA!!!! hahaha tat muz be cher....hmmm crowd damn lame sia....so little ppl....)
(fast fwd)
(In my head again: eh...whr bia dissapear....tis indian guy loyal fan sia....thx god we ending...
bt not 30 minits yet...dun care lah....eh, nw mary oso gone...whr lion sia? hw cum G alone....
hmmm still no su....guess she neva cum....eh...wat my mum doin sia...hu she kollin???
wah lau....surely letting ppl listen....damn malu.....)
Me: forever, n ever..... Thank u....tats all...
Roma: nah ur fn....
(eh, gt msg?? oh steph...she cnt make it...hmmm...eh amalina here? din notice sey...hmmm
anotha msg? Su?...hmmm? i did gr8? eh she here ah....ntah lah....y ppl say gd??? mary, roma, su all say gd...i tot we did badly....hmmm..whr bia....muz msg her l8r....thirsty....)
PRESENT: Tats wat happen lah....after tat eat n hang out wif frens...oh yah 4got....i surprised bia
hahahah
she scream very loud sia hahaha she jump oso hahaha
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tats hw my life is...borin....wanna noe more???? stay tuned......
Shad checked in on...Tuesday, July 27, 2004