Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Complications

Complications....
Tats not the way i live my lyf
but sum way, sum hw,
it always find me,

Conversation....
Tats juz the start of all good byes
i need sum misery
out of my life...

But wat do i get...
From tis lyf, wen its hanging by a thread,
Hw do i 4get...
All tis pain, everytym i see e light,

So tell me hw,
hw do i,
go on from here

So tell me why,
why shd i,
go on....?

God Help Me Now....

Hmmm tis is one of my latest songs...not completed tho...not even sure if im keeping it...big problem in e band nw...fadhly nw mood swing sia...sumtym say play power metal...sum tym say experiment ard...nw say power metal again...wat sia...den wat abt our originals sia?? Not power metal wat...proven at e gig tat ppl agree with e songs...now want 2 change??? Hw sia...hmmm juz hope things turn out fine lah...i oso duno wats happenin 2 me...been avoiding all my problems recently...so unlike me sia...usually i settle dem...really tired ah...want 2 sleep oso problem...get nitemares...Fuck tis shit! Fuck tis lyf! Fuck tis pain! Fuck all tis tiredness man! need sum relief...god help me...wen do i get peace??? Neva i guess...y shd i?wat gd have done 2 get it anyway...hmm...i mean there's no peace in tis world....so y shd i of ppl get it....outzzz

Shad checked in on...Wednesday, August 04, 2004