*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

  • July 2004
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  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

  • **





    Monday, August 16, 2004



    Halfway Down The Line....



    Sometyms i sit in my room facing all my fears alone,
    Tears running down my cheeks, washing iy all away,
    N now i cannot see the light that used 2 shine my way,
    Trapped in a gloom of darkness, i cannot find my way,

    Chorus:
    But how cld i, tot that everything was fine,
    When i can't survive,
    No other way, i can survive,
    Cuz im halfway down, halfway down the line...

    Looking up i see the bright blue sky, making me wishing i cld fly,
    Setting away from all my problems in tis world...
    N now i finally realise, how much more happy i cld be,
    When my mind is gone n im not crying in despair...

    Chorus...

    Once again i see the sky is blue, not knowing wat 2 do
    N where tis is leading 2...
    Life is short, so lets do smth new, n lets not join e que
    Before my tym is due....

    Chorus...

    -END-

    Tis is one of my songs tat is close 2 my heart...till tis day, tis is hw i feel...
    tat is if u cant understand it...those hu are close 2 me claim they understand...i'll neva noe will i...wish life cld be easier...every tym i tink my lyf is gg smoothly, smth bad happen...haiz...n when i see those special ppl(mamy wld refer 2 dem as mentally handicapped), i envy dem...they live lyf wif not much worries or despair...but one gd thing abt me, wen im always at my lowest, wen im on the verge of giving up, i see my loved ones down 2 n i always manage 2 pull myself up 2 help dem...or at least i tink i help....





    Shad checked in on...Monday, August 16, 2004