Monday, August 23, 2004
Jealousy, evil yet essential....
Finally im back here....a bit malu today...been quiet abt me bdae e past few weeks... dowan ppl 2 remember...but sumhow...sum ppl dun 4get...reminds me of the saying 'an elephant never forgets' ;) hehe jgn terase eh sape2...niways...started on friday...during VB yazid kol 2 wish advance bdae...haiz...duno hw he remember...den on sat, ahmad's turn as i gg hm from work...haiz...den sunday came...yah e big day...everting gg well...only maryam, yazid n ahmad noe...e whole mornin i was hapi cuz it seems tat even my family forget...was hapi, seriuzly...finally get sum peace on my bdae...den found out maryam go remind my sis....den my whole family noe...sheesh den came out all those bdae wishes...blehx...den monday i go sch hopin they 4get...turns out azie, fiz n sam din...sian lah...got a ciggy for a present haha...my 2nd gift...e ist was from maryam...she got me a sling bag...oh yeah...while working got msg from zuli...she wish oso...duno hw she remember....hate my birthday....duno y...from last tym...always feel sad...mebi cuz it reminds me os asri's death...damn...he was so young...onli 15....well hope its e last i hear abt my bdae tis yr...well mebi i dun hate it...juz awkward abt it...its juz a normal day 2 me...
Niway, i noe wat i do hate...jealousy...yet im still guilty of it...i guess u can control it...jealousy just spoils my mood...yet its true wen ppl say jealousy is important coz they will onli be jelez cos they love u...haiz...i duno lah....really duno how 2 describe abt the green-eyed monster....damn
Shad checked in on...Monday, August 23, 2004