*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

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  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
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  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
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  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

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    Monday, August 23, 2004



    Jealousy, evil yet essential....




    Finally im back here....a bit malu today...been quiet abt me bdae e past few weeks... dowan ppl 2 remember...but sumhow...sum ppl dun 4get...reminds me of the saying 'an elephant never forgets' ;) hehe jgn terase eh sape2...niways...started on friday...during VB yazid kol 2 wish advance bdae...haiz...duno hw he remember...den on sat, ahmad's turn as i gg hm from work...haiz...den sunday came...yah e big day...everting gg well...only maryam, yazid n ahmad noe...e whole mornin i was hapi cuz it seems tat even my family forget...was hapi, seriuzly...finally get sum peace on my bdae...den found out maryam go remind my sis....den my whole family noe...sheesh den came out all those bdae wishes...blehx...den monday i go sch hopin they 4get...turns out azie, fiz n sam din...sian lah...got a ciggy for a present haha...my 2nd gift...e ist was from maryam...she got me a sling bag...oh yeah...while working got msg from zuli...she wish oso...duno hw she remember....hate my birthday....duno y...from last tym...always feel sad...mebi cuz it reminds me os asri's death...damn...he was so young...onli 15....well hope its e last i hear abt my bdae tis yr...well mebi i dun hate it...juz awkward abt it...its juz a normal day 2 me...

    Niway, i noe wat i do hate...jealousy...yet im still guilty of it...i guess u can control it...jealousy just spoils my mood...yet its true wen ppl say jealousy is important coz they will onli be jelez cos they love u...haiz...i duno lah....really duno how 2 describe abt the green-eyed monster....damn


    Shad checked in on...Monday, August 23, 2004