Monday, August 02, 2004

Losing A Fren...

Losin a fren is damn painful man...guess i juz lost a fren 2dae...duno wat i did wrong...hmm...guess im juz tat way....always doin nuting rite...haiz...tyms lyk tis i feel lyk not wanting 2 make frens again...i dowanna feel e pain again i guess...gdbyes will always b painful n its impossible 2 avoid...its always gona be in my lyf...i juz dowanna have more new frens 2 say gdbye 2...juz dun lyk e pain...wldn't it be so much eazier if i juz drop dead nw...? Tat way i wldn't have 2 see my loved ones leave one by one...its 2 painful...duno if im strong enuff for tat...haiz...juz wen i lost a fren sum1 new wants 2 be my fren...but i ignore...lazy lah...no mood i guess...my lyf is chging fast n im havin problems adaptin...im tired...im fed up...im feelin lots of tings...sure i noe i got frens hu willing 2 listen...but i duno hw 2 explain...feelings r complicated....we encounter it every day yet v ery hard 2 find words 2 describe it...guess its juz another mystery of lyf tat we got 2 figure ourself....lyf sux....

PS:2 e person hu wants me out...TC...take lyf one at a tym...If u need anything dun b afraid 2 approach me....

Shad checked in on...Monday, August 02, 2004