*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

  • July 2004
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  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

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    Wednesday, August 04, 2004



    Regrets....



    Ppl say tat we shdnt keep feelings 2 ourself...tat if we dun tell ppl abt hw we feel, we may regret it cuz sumtyms tommorrow neva cums....as i sit here tinking abt tat, i wonder hw true is tat...sum tyms i wish i neva had opne my mouth...there've been so many tings tat i've said tat i regret...i mean being sum one hu always screws up, wen i say hw i feel, i not onli hurt n complicate tings for myself but for others too...i need 2 learn 2 shut my mouth up n take all the hurt n complication all 2 myself...i've done it b4, i'm sure i can do it again...mebi change isn't always for e gd...mebi i've bcum 2 strait foward...hu noes...

    Ppl always say if they cld turn back tym they wld make things better or, for the hopeless romantics, they wldnt change a thing cuz they found the love of their lyf...for me,i duno...if tym happen 2 turn back for me, i'll still be the same confused person...sum say im strong n can take alot...haizz...juz wish ppl stop expectin things from me...sure i always seem 2 be ok wen bad things happen...but im tired of bein e patient n calm one...wonder y ppl close 2 me expect me 2 be tat way. Well, all i can say now is tat i shd try keeping mum abt hw i feel from now on...even if i live 2 regret it...pain is such a norm 2 ppl, wonder y it still so hard 2 handle it...

    So...shd i juz keep things 2 myself or jz b strait fowrd lyk i am now...got 2 find my way in tis life....DAMN!!!


    Shad checked in on...Wednesday, August 04, 2004