Thursday, December 30, 2004
Why....
Why must ppl be so sutpid?
Fuck!!! Damn!!! Fuck this world!!!!
Shad checked in on...Thursday, December 30, 2004
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
www.facts.com.sg
For those who are against opening a casino in spore, pls go to the site above n sign the petition...I beg u. Its for a gd cause. N u dun lose anything signing it.
So do signing k.
Niways, someone ask me wat happen to me after reading my blog....erm...lots....my life now is kinda lyk a rollercoaster....so many ups n downs at the same tym. But i been blogging abt the downs lately....haiz...duno wat to say....
I wonder if u'll cry wen i die.
I wonder if u know how u're killing me now.
I wonder.......
Shad checked in on...Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Monday, December 27, 2004
16 days of nothing
Where do i start.
16 days of waiting patiently.
16 days of thinking n wondering of u.
16 days of worrying.
16 days of uncomfortabe sleep.
16 days of loneliness.
16 days of bad dreams.
16 days of fever.
16 days of wanting to tell u things.
16 days of fears.
16 days of paranoia.
16 days of unshed tears.
16 days of hope.
ADD-:
7 days of hurt.
1 day of dissapointment.
EQUALS=
!6 days of nothing.
"Sorry, I'm tired ah"
I Give Up
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Shad checked in on...Monday, December 27, 2004
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Untitled
Guess its official. Don't think she wanna tok to me anymore. She msg me wen she landed but after tat, nuthing. And wen i kolled her, she din even seem interested to tok. I duno lah, duno wat to do. FUCK!
Shad checked in on...Sunday, December 26, 2004
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Wat to do...
Juz got back from hse no 69....slept over there last night. Damn scary man... reach there ard 7+ and was eating dinner wif fadhly...was taking my second spoonful wen i nearly choked...my aunt's bedroom door, which was closed, suddenly opened by it self. From where i was siting, i had a direct view...inside the room was pitch black man. I quickly chg my seat...din wan 2 start seeing those things...the rest of the nite went without incident. 3 of us slack there. me, fadhly n eqhmal. n unfortunately, the same thing happen during breakfast. This tym my back was facing the door n fadhly facing the door. we were having scrambled eggs n sausages. Den the door opened by itself again. creepy....
Niways...been having a really confusing tym rite now. So many ups n downs happening at the same tym. juz dunno wat to do...came back from batam last sunday. It was a very eventful trip. wanted to blog abt it, but i received a sms from her on monday n the msg totally spoiled my mood to do anything. Well she's comin back tmr afternoon. Shld be a good thing rite...i wish...she told me she din wan me to pick her up tmr. Here i am waiting patiently for nearly 3 weeks alone n she tell me this. Is it a hint? Does it mean tat she doesn't wanna tok to me again?
Yah i noe she broke up wif me but we're still frens rite.................................................................................
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Shad checked in on...Saturday, December 25, 2004
Friday, December 17, 2004
Going off...
Juz got back from house no 69 haha....gettin ready to go for a holiday wif my family...gg to batam ah....boring ah...so niways...if anyone need to contact me, juz leave a msg here or email to my yahoo...i will check weneva possible...
Outzzz....
Shad checked in on...Friday, December 17, 2004
Thursday, December 16, 2004
wat luck...
Haiz...she msg me yesterday...who? the one i miss. She was online and ask if i cld go online. She was at some cybercafe there and cldnt stay long. N the best part, i wasn't at hm. Was at hse no 69....n my hp spoil so cld not read her msg till i got hm n chg to another fn...haiz....been onli 1 week...she'll be back on the 26th...so long sia....
Shad checked in on...Thursday, December 16, 2004
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
House no 69...
My aunt who is currently living in m'sia rent a place here in s'pore in case she comes down here to visit her parents...its in a condominium beside Donwtown East called Loyang Gardens. Ironically, its unit number 69 haha....becoz she is in m'sia, she appointed me n fadhly to take care of the place...u noe, water her plants and mantain her hse...so we went there for the first tym juz now wif eqhmal...its a great place...nice view n atmosphere....like a chalet....nice place to slack...most probably we're gg to overnite there tmr...i plan to bring my digicam tmr n take some pics of the nice view...hehe well movin on... S'pore juz qualified for the semis of the tiger cup. Gd job guys. They'll be meeting mynmar. Indonesia will meet M'sia. Well i hope S'pore n M'sia both advance to the finals...it'll be a great final... neighbours in the final...the old rivalry reborn...think of all the Famous derby in europe- Man U-Man City, Arsenal-Spurs, Pool-Everton, Newcastle-Sunderland, Villa-Birmingham...all exciting matches...n i tink a S'pore-M'sia final will be exciting encounter...It will also help to relive the memories of the old m'sian cup rivalries...who noes, mebi this will be the turning point of spore soccer....
Shad checked in on...Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
wonderin.....
Haiz...kinda miss her...wonder wat she doin....wonder how is she....while thinking of her, this song came into mind.....
Joey Macintyre- I Cried...
Do you remember how we’d hold each other tight?
It was all I had to get me through the night.
Can’t believe that you are gone,
Everything right it all went wrong.
Do you remember how we kissed?
You said you’d never felt like this.
I guess I thought it’d never end,
You know that you were my best friend
I cried,
And I don’t care who knows it
I cried.
I ain’t to proud to show it
I cried
When you said goodbye.
Oooh baby, I cried
I wonder if you ever think of me,
Or am I just another distant memory.
And after all that we’ve been through
It’s just so hard to give up on you.
I cried,
And I don’t care who knows it
I cried.
I ain’t to proud to show it
I cried
When you said goodbye.
I cried.
And I don’t care who knows it
I cried.
And I ain’t to proud to show it
I cried
When you said goodbye.
When you said goodbye.
I cried.
I cried, when you said,
When you said,
When you said…
Goodbye…
Oooh baby, I cried.
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Its kinda of a nice song...i duno, i juz lyk it. Others may not but i do...so whoever reading this, give this song a try...
Shad checked in on...Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Sick....
Been sick the past few days...fever...but got no rest...been gg out...haiz...tired ah..niway, last thurs i went to the airport in the morning to send maryam off...she went to Medan with some organization to do some voluntary work there...then went to wlds straight for azie's open hse...spent quite a while there...reached home ard 8 plus and played some games...den went to slp...really sick man...fortunately had yesterday and today to rest...
Aniway, since i felt better to do i compiled the fotos n did some surfing n read some of my fren's blogs to see wats gg on in their lives...n happen to read hafiidz's blogs. Well fidz, i got this to say to u. No one have any intention to 'challenge' ur band, in fact, to be frank, i dun really think abt ur band. N pls dun go running ur mouth abt things u dun noe abt my band. Even if u want to, den update urself, we have a drummer but we still have no intention of 'challenging' ur band. Whats the use??? No offense ah but ur band isnt even establish y shd we want to challenge ur band. And abt the copyright thingy, yah we noe u got different meaning but where did u get idea to use such a name. But we're not thinking abt it so please stop moaning abt ppl calling u copyright. U say u'r not rite...so be it...doesn't matter...n abt being frens but rival in music...pls wake up...frens dun go around saying bad things behind their back n be nice to dem in front of their face. N rivals in music? Be realistic lah, neither our bands are established or even near of being established. N even if we were, y be rivals? u want to be succesful in music in spore u got to work together... but to hell wif tat...we got nuthing against ur band but we do however have a growing problem of u n ur bahaviour of toking behind our backs n being nice in front of us....at least i say straight who i toking abt now unlike in ur blog...yah so im fat n ugly. SO WAT? at least im not a hypocrite. Grow up man. U'r in NS now...not a child anymore. Pls, before u go around critising others, look in the mirror 1st. Im not saying im perfect, all im saying is dun go critising others wen u r no better den other ppl...Look at my archives, have i ever criticise anyone in my blog before b4 now? U noe wat, forget it....
OUTZ...
Shad checked in on...Saturday, December 11, 2004
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Nuthing better to do...
Hi again...been like a week since my last entry....well...things have changed since den...haiz...sad news...she left me...who? well for those who noe gd for u...for those who dun...dun ask... Niway...while trying to get the pain off my mind, i did some searching n finally found the cable to connect my digi cam to my pc...so got nuthing to do i go create some albums lah...maybe there'll be more in da future... so now got 4...the 1st one, is the chalet held in feb...yah long tym ago sia haha...
Niway, yah so Taufik won...expected...so my hair is safe haha...for those who dunno, i made a bet tat if sly win, i'll cut my hair...but taufik won....dun get me wrong, i've got no disrespect for sly. I can see the effort he put in. especially in his last song...the Dream song or smth...but i tink taufik deserve it...he has more talent in my view...
Well since we all are in such a patriotic mood voting for the spore idol(i din vote btw) and all, lets continue being patriotic by supporting the Spore national soccer team tonite in the tiger cup. YUP it starts tonite...co-hosted by Vietnam n Malaysia...yah i noe spore dun have much of a chance but wat the heck, Greece won euro 2004 rite...n spore did win the Tiger cup in 98 so GO LIONS!!! haha well tats it for now...gtg now....tc...
Shad checked in on...Tuesday, December 07, 2004