Thursday, January 27, 2005
Why???
Why is it that other ppl always seem to get the things i want in life????
Damn!
Shad checked in on...Thursday, January 27, 2005
Monday, January 24, 2005
Chasing Rainbows
This is to my frens out there...a song by NUFAN...take care....
Chasin Rainbows by No Use For A Name
just heard the news today,
let yourself down once again
trusted your feelings in a place that no one goes
will you do anything, to satisfy your so-called
friend? there's something you ought to know, before you explode
all i want to do is make sure you stop chasing rainbows
trusting those around you is an easy thing to do
i'm not saying don't believe in someone that you don't know
just don't go on thinking that the whole world tells the truth
it's all fucked up, being reserved and quiet
she doesn't understand the message that you send
don't give it all away somewhere, someday there's someone
who can replace that state of mind, you never give it time (never)
all i want to do is make sure you stop chasing rainbows
letting everybody crawl inside your heart and mine
kicking you is easy when you're down that's where the weak know
to release their anger on someone who will not try to stand up,
and give them a fight!
Shad checked in on...Monday, January 24, 2005
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Rindu
Hmmm guess a malay song is in order for this one....
Rindu by Spoon
Berikanlah jawapan
Huraikanlah simpulan
Biar tenang jiwaku
Setelah kasih lama berlalu
Tidak mungkin ku lupa
Perjanjian kita
Di bawah rumpun bambu
Di kala bulan sedang beradu
Mengapa terjadi perpisahan ini
Di kala asmara menebar sayapnya
Mengapa kau pergi di saat begini
Di kala hatiku tertulis namamu
Kalau memang tiada jodoh
Apa lagi nak ku heboh
Aku malu pada teman
Pada semua
Rindu... rindu serindu-rindunya
Namun engkau tak mengerti
Pilu... pilu sepilu-pilunya...
Namun engkau tak peduli
Malu.. semalu-malunya
Namun apa daya
Orang tak sudi
Mahu.. semahu-mahunya
Namun apa daya
Orang dah benci
Berikanlah jawapan
Huraikanlah simpulan
Biar tenang jiwaku
Aku malu
Shad checked in on...Thursday, January 20, 2005
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Happy Birthday....
Today is Jan 18th. A day when two of my gd frens celebrate their birthdays. Azizah(Azie) n Rabia(Bia). Unfortunately, due to my pokai-ness, cant buy them prezzies...so sad ah...so niways, everytym wen a birthday comes along, somehow i am remimded of my primary sch days...not coz of my birthday celebrations(in fact i dun like to celebrate my bdays...) but because of my favourite boyband! Haha yah i use to like boybands. But don get me wrong, this was a long tym ago....n they were no odinary boyband, they were considered the 1st boyband, setting the trends for Backstreet boys n N'sync n all those other nonsense....They were New Kids On The Block...better known as NKOTB. The reason i remember them is coz they have this birthday song wish was damn nice....n till today, i still enjoy their songs...so dun tink i only listen to 1 type of music like Azie did a few days ago...Try dlding tis song, quite nice but mebi finding it wld be a chore as its a real oldie....So this is for Azien Bia....Happy 19th n 18th birthday respectively....Have a nice year ahead k....
Happy Birthday By NKOTB
Happy birthday to you, this is your day.
On this day for you we're gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you, to you.
Happy birthday to you, you're still young.
Age is just a number, don't you stop having fun.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you.
This day only comes once every year,
Because you're so wonderful with each and everything you do, hey!
Happy birthday to you, this is your day.
On this day for you we're gonna love you in every way.
This is your day, your day, happy birthday to you, to you.
This day is only for you, 'cause you're so special in every way,
Happy birthday to you!
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Shad checked in on...Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Monday, January 17, 2005
Once again, we r the champion....
We Are The Champions by Queen
I've paid my dues
Time after time
I've done my sentence
But committed no crime
And bad mistakes
I've made a few
I've had my share of sand
Kicked in my face
But i've come through
And i need to go on and on and on and on
We are the champions - my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'cause we are the champions of the world
I've taken my bows
And my curtain calls
You've bought me fame and fortune
And everything that goes with it
I thank you all
But it's been no bed of roses no pleasure cruise
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race
And i ain't gonna lose
And i need to go on and on and on and on
We are the champions - my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'cause we are the champions of the world
We are the champions - my friend
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'cause we are the champions
Shad: This are for the Lions who many din give them a chance of winning....u make me proud that i supported u all the way....and oso coz they din have the brains to play this yest.....
Shad checked in on...Monday, January 17, 2005
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Tired....
Im tired of wishing, tired of hoping, tired of not being able to expess how i feel...
For now, im gona let music exppress it....
So im gona start juz posting lyrics instead of writing abt how i feel...
Be it my own or others, lyrics will be posted here with the exception of a few comments by me....
Feel free to dld the songs.....
So here is the first song which can appropriately express how i feel....
A GHOST OF U by Good Charlotte
I will wait until the end
When the pendralem will swing back
to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
I will save this empty space
next to me like its a grave
where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together
I have been
Searching for
Traces of
What we were
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing of what we were at all
So here I am pacing around this house again
With pictures of us living on these walls
I see my breathe in the cold of the air that I breathe and I'm
wondering I'm wondering if its you that I fell if its you that I feel
haunting me forever
I have been
Searching for
Traces of
What we were
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing of what we were at all
and I'm not looking for
anything but us
anything but what we were
and I'm not asking for
any memories
I only want to know you're here
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing of what we were at all
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all.
Shad:A ghost of you is really all that i have left....
Pushing away all my failed hopes n wishes, im strugling to pull myself up....
Hope u'r happy the way u are now. Take Care.....
Shad checked in on...Saturday, January 15, 2005
Friday, January 07, 2005
Everytym....
I wonder why evertym i see u,
everytym i hear ur voice,
everytym i hear ur name,
I juz feel lyk breaking down.
Even wen im at the top of the world,
u come or mentioned,
i juz break down like a pile of straws.
Its killing me.
I WISH I WAS STRONGER THEN THIS
Shad checked in on...Friday, January 07, 2005
Saturday, January 01, 2005
2005
As the crowd counted down the final seconds of the year, i look back at the year, images of memories juz came back. Especially abt the recent tsunami thingy. Funny how ppl unite in times of tragedy...
But despite all the global tragedy, some how i juz find it hard to 'care'. Somehow, im more concern abt myself. Yah, i guess tat makes me selfish. Dun get me wrong i do pity the victims n i do wanna help. Its juz tat i feel very useless. I feel lyk i cant help anyone. I dun even have money to donate. Sheesh....
Life is so down for me now. And i must say, tat sucky thing called love, really changed me. I mean, wen i was feeling down last tym, i wld be silent and very easily pissed but now, wen im down, i can put on a mask n joke ard pretending nothing is happening even if the pain is killing me......
Haiz...i juz wish for once i can end my year on a high....
'I really tot i had a chance....I supported u even wen i din want u to go to tat trip....I waited for u even tho i had other choices.....I worry for u every single day....n now I only have pain to show for my effort'
After all is said n done, i juz have one thing to say:
What a fucking year it has been, and what a fucking year it will be!!!
Shad checked in on...Saturday, January 01, 2005