*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

  • **





    Saturday, January 15, 2005



    Tired....



    Im tired of wishing, tired of hoping, tired of not being able to expess how i feel...
    For now, im gona let music exppress it....
    So im gona start juz posting lyrics instead of writing abt how i feel...
    Be it my own or others, lyrics will be posted here with the exception of a few comments by me....
    Feel free to dld the songs.....
    So here is the first song which can appropriately express how i feel....

    A GHOST OF U by Good Charlotte

    I will wait until the end
    When the pendralem will swing back
    to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
    I will save this empty space
    next to me like its a grave
    where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together

    I have been
    Searching for
    Traces of
    What we were
    A ghost of you
    is all that I have left
    is all that I have left of you to hold
    I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
    and nothing of what we were at all

    So here I am pacing around this house again
    With pictures of us living on these walls
    I see my breathe in the cold of the air that I breathe and I'm

    wondering I'm wondering if its you that I fell if its you that I feel

    haunting me forever

    I have been
    Searching for
    Traces of
    What we were

    A ghost of you
    is all that I have left
    is all that I have left of you to hold
    I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
    and nothing of what we were at all

    and I'm not looking for
    anything but us
    anything but what we were
    and I'm not asking for
    any memories
    I only want to know you're here

    A ghost of you
    is all that I have left
    is all that I have left of you to hold
    I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
    and nothing of what we were at all
    A ghost of you
    is all that I have left
    is all that I have left of you to hold
    I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
    and nothing left of what we were at all.



    Shad:A ghost of you is really all that i have left....
    Pushing away all my failed hopes n wishes, im strugling to pull myself up....
    Hope u'r happy the way u are now. Take Care.....


    Shad checked in on...Saturday, January 15, 2005