*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

  • **





    Tuesday, February 01, 2005



    You'll never know the feeling of my bleeding heart



    Room 19 by NUFAN

    it's been so long since you've been here, and i'm dying
    is there something you would like to say?
    just drop the present on the shelf, by the flowers
    and make the feeling go away

    looking back i can't recall, who was listening
    when i used to walk the streets at night
    like a bird that used to sing, i was flying
    i was happy all the time, and it's hard to look back

    better days and different ways i can't explain
    another song to sing it all was simplified
    don't know what it's about, what have i learned
    to live without? it takes a day to live a life

    i can't believe the way the world is so different
    look what the lines in my face have made
    living in my bed i'm right next to the road
    the one that goes the other way, takes me to a different place

    did you know, that i was just as young as you
    i had a job, a home, a family, and a car
    did you say that yesterday or just right now?
    you'll never know the feeling of my bleeding heart
    did you say that yesterday or just right now?
    you'll never know the feeling of my bleeding heart


    Shad:I like the last line of this song...n i really feel it now...duno how to explain ah....no one really knows how badly other ppl's hearts r bleeding even by their small actions....yeah i feel pain now due to some things that others may consider nuthing....but i wonder if i have done things that r hurting ppl rite now unknowingly....


    Shad checked in on...Tuesday, February 01, 2005