Saturday, March 05, 2005

Blind loyalty

Loyalty is gd...but not blind loyalty....i really dun like blind loyalty...i mean if a person is wrong, u dun side him or her becoz u r his/her fren. I mean, if u were a real fren, den point out their mistake n not juz blindly support dem coz they r ur frens....sad to say, i do have frens who practise blind loyalty...n its even more sad noeing tat i cant change dem....no use toking dem out of it...coz blind loyalty is equivalent to stubborness.

N even tho i noe albert n jy dun really read my blog, i guess i juz lyk 2 let out some stuff here. firslt, i lyk to thank u 2 for helping me this past few weeks with my project...n oso for trying to understand my problems tho i noe its hard for jy coz my chinese not gd ;)...niways...wat i want 2 say is actually smth not gd....i noe u both dun really agree with my way of doin things or how i handle stuff...but trust me k...i do things my way. If u interfere, u both will juz make it worst...im a grown up...i can handle myself...

N 2 bert and a few others out there, u may think im stupid for doin things a certain way, im here to tell u this, if its stupid to follow wat my heart says more den wat logic shows me, fine. IM STUPID. n 2 be frank, it means u r 2...coz u urself said to me that u oso follow ur heart more....so yah...im stupid, wateva...i dun care...i juz dun gve a damn.....

Adam's Song by Blink 182

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depresed to go on, you'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conqured, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was watching
Hate to try
The tour was over we'd surivied
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone


I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conqured, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was watching
Hate to try
The tour was over we'd surivied
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conqured, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is watching
The time goes by
The tour is over I'd surivied
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone




Shad checked in on...Saturday, March 05, 2005