*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
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*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


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    Wednesday, March 02, 2005



    Saving my band



    Wanted to stay back to do my project today, still got lots to do n tym's running out....i tink albert may get fed up wif me soon coz mebi he tink i dun care abt my codes but i had a reason y i went off early today....i had to save my band...for those who din noe, my band broke up last week...so i met up wif my gitarist juz now...had a tok n now, he's back...so it's on again...as for the drummer, i'll still be looking for one...somehow i juz cant give my music up, in fact nowdays, i seem to suddenly be very stubborn, not wanting to go down even tho things r really bad now. i guess tats gd...niways...while all this happening, i suddenly remembered the 1st song i ever wrote...Wasted Love...duno lah..this was the song which made my frens excited at first...this was the song that made farhan 1 2 set up a band wif me...well, i guess this song juz feels rite at the moment...the revival of my band...n some other things...well this is how it goes...

    Wasted Love by Shad n the disbanded D'unknown

    Didn't.....
    Mean 2 fall in luv wif u
    N everyday i'll tink of u,
    Hurts me so i cant have u,
    N everyday i'll say im fine,
    Can't u tell its all a lie,
    Do u noe hw much it hurts,
    Inside my heart i tink it'll burst
    Juz hearin bout ur luv lyf,
    Oh hw much it hurts me so,
    Noeing tat ur heart belongs 2 sumone else but neva me,
    But i noe it can neva be,
    U belong 2 sum one else,
    Sum one else better den me,
    Being there for eternity

    Once again i'll tink abt
    my lyf e present n e past
    do u noe hw much it sux
    i noe im surely not e best
    But i tink abt e tyms
    tat i spent juz being wif u
    they can neva b replaced
    nuthing else will eva do

    Chorus: But if i eva had a chance, i will not let it go 2 waste,
    E tot of u being here wif me, i will not let it go 2 waste,

    Sitting back i tink of u
    wat e hell am i 2 do
    if i eva walk away
    i'll be always missin u
    but if i saty rite here wif u
    den i noe will juz be frens
    i can neva live lyk tat
    its lyk living rite in hell

    Chorus

    N now i duno wat 2 do
    So i wrote tis song 4 u
    Tinking of e words 2 say
    juz 2 show my luv 4 u
    so i came out wif 3 words
    n tat was all tat i cld say
    u may neva b wif me
    but my luv 4 u is really true

    Chorus

    Now i will not, let it go
    2 waste no, juz want u
    2 be rite, here wif me
    4eva, n eva.....


    Shad checked in on...Wednesday, March 02, 2005