Friday, March 11, 2005

Sick....

I got a confession to make...the truth is, i feel tat i no longer have the will to go on wif lyf...im sick of sch, im sick of home, im sick of pretty much, lyf. Been feeling lyk this since juz a few days my dad had the motor accident...n i really feel sick...its really hard for me to go on...n i have to say things r getting kinda worst...i duno wats wrong...mebi coz i feel tat my lyf is gg no whr...other den music, im pretty much aimless....n can i really make it wif music? well my parents dun tink so...i can see tat from their false support...my frens? i duno...not very sure anymore...mebi they're juz bein nice coz they're my frens...n my bandmates? hmm...dun look lyk they really put in effort...so if it fail, i pretty much ery aimless....n wat am i doin in nyp??? its not lyk i hae any interest in computers...haiz....wish there was sumone to guide me along......sumhow this song juz remind of my lyf...i tink...

Im juz a kid by Simple Plan

I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight




Shad checked in on...Friday, March 11, 2005