Sunday, May 29, 2005

Hoping...

Juz finished watching The making of madagascar....funny man...really looking foward to watch it hahaha i hope i do get to watch it...so many movies i wanted to watch before but missed...so im hoping i'll get to watch this movie...some extra laughter would be damn nice for me now hehe...heck, i'll even watch it alone if no one else wants to watch it wif me....fadhly n roma oredy made it clear they're not interested...n bia watched it oredy...so i duno lah....mebi ask my classmates or ahmad to follow...last resort den i watch alone...

Niways, school starting tmr...gona be damn bored...well at least i'll have some activities to do...hope i can do as well as last sem...

Oredy starting to plan my tym....or rather see which day i end early so that i can have tym for gitar session n jam session wif my band...and oso 1 2 watch madagascar....oso trying to squeeze in tym for work...

Toking abt work, i better find one soon....me, fad and roma went to the airport last sat after our jam session...wat a dissapointment, they weren't hiring part-timers for now....n im gg broke...fad trying to get his frens who r working there to recommend us but im not hoping too much...i noe i can get a job at 7-11 again but i rather find smth else...working there is really redundant...gets boring after sometym....mebi i try Process...its a security company...as far as i noe the requirement is to be 18 and above...so i qualify...if all fails den 7-11 it is...

I went online today via web messenger in hopes of seeing some of my frens online, or rather my close ones...u noe, those who i can rely on...but none online...need someone to check smth for me...i really hate this computer now, cant go msn, 1 2 check stuff oso hard...haiz...but wat 2 do...juz live wif it lah....

I guess most of the hopes i wish for are really out of my hands...as in i cant do anything abt it...i do have alot of hopes and wishes but somehow those that i really, really want are those which are out of reach...

Yesterday me n roma went to esplanade from the airport. We met farhan, rosnitah and amal there...amal had to make an early exit so in the end it was me roma, han n minah(tats wat they call ros)...after some tym the tok somehow came to the topic of "Single Forever" haha supposedly i was the founder of that so-called grp...mebi it was because i used to say that i'll be Single Forever or SF for short...the thing is, after i met maryam, i din noe that roma, han and minah 'decided' to join that grp and said that i deserted them...haha well, after i broke up wif maryam, i guess im back in the grp....and now roma is to...but actually he prefer our short-term membership grp which goes by the name of "Single Forawhile" haha from what i heard yesterday, they said after i 'left' the grp, han followed suit first den roma n minah respectively...so now im back, n roma too...and han told me he has decided to join again due to some problems he having now...i guess no relationship is safe to those who have joined our grp...let's hope minah dun follow suit....

Anyways....after joking abt SF, we oso realised smth else we had in common...haha all four of us used to be bandmates...yup, minah too, tho only for a short while...haha...it use to be me and han on gitars, roma on bass and minah on keyboards...the only one left was reza, the ex drummer...haha

Reunion i guess haha...well, another reunion i had was last friday wen me n roma came down to nyp...we decided to join fadhly frens for soccer again but decided to come earlier to slack n play gitar...and while we were slacking, we met up wif ariff haha....For those who duno, me, ariff and roma performed together during our secondary sch Teachers day celebrations. We played 'Wasted Love' then...cldnt say we play it well, but the crowd enjoyed it...after that day, more ppl suddenly knew us...haha nvm...niways, again the drummer was missing...hussein was the drummer for that day haha so i guess my ex-band reunion will always be without the drummer haha...juz hope its not the same wif my current band tho...

For now, its roma on drums...and i have to say his drumming is definitely improving by leaps n bounds...hope we can make smth out of this band...but 1 problem is the band name. Yup, we hvnt got a name yet....we discussed and brainstorm abt it so many tyms but yet no solutions....

So far, here's wat we got. Roma's suggestion: The Last office, The gal on the tree, 2+1, The The, Gentle Reminder, Chum Bucket, Some Strangers, For Play, Beautiful Lie, Life in General, Nathan's Dogs, Kill the Government, Bomb the Government,Rama-Rama Walk, Useless Talent, Homerun, Ting-a-ling-a-ling, Terminal Bomb, Kith and Kin and lasty, Proud Riders.

Fadhly's suggestion: Deathcandy, Sea-sick Captain, Chicken Drumsticks, Pink Candy, Threesome, Artifact, Where do we go from here, Plan One and Sunlove Hope.

My suggestion: Ministry of green, Black orange, Terminal 5, Terminal 3, For Rent, Ah-heh-heh-heh-heh, Mere Inmates, The band formerly known as Left Turn On Red, The Band formerly known as De'Uknown, Kick the Bucket, My band, Our Band, Jam Band, Last Friday, The What, Mad Sailors and some yet to be suggested are: Unintended Consequences and Contridicting Ironies

Of course not all those mentioned above are to be taken seriuzly, some are jokes we pull towards each other and others juz for laffs, for example, Jam Band-those who are fluent in the malay language will understand,Proud Riders, Ting-a-ling-a-ling, Ah-heh-heh-heh-heh, Sunlove Hope and so on....

But those that are being considered seriuzly are now in the processed of being fine tuned. Like Deathcandy- 21 Deathcandy, Deathcandy 21 or twenty-first Deathcandy. Last friday-Last friday nite, Artifact- Arty fag, Arty fack.....

So u see, we dun have much to go on...so any ideas....?

Outz....

Shad checked in on...Sunday, May 29, 2005

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Im starting to hate this tagboard.....

Haiz...im really starting to hate this damn tagboard of mine...i mean its my own tagboard yet i can hardly tag....everytym i try it'll go like 'cant retrieve url' or wateva...and i notice this only happens to shoutbox...so mebi i need to change...n i notice on amal's tag there's alot of nonsence so i wont change to tat...

Anyways, yah i noe it's been a while since i went online or blogged...no mood i guess...kinda gettin bored of facing the comp each day...sch starting soon so i better take a break...its not lyk ppl chat wif me wen im online either...most of the tym i'll be playing game...i dun even need to bother to put myself as away, no one really approach me haha wat can i say....i noe im not exactly an approchable guy haha...as for my blog, i noe not many ppl do read it so i dun bother so much haha...i mean the main reason y i have this blog is for me to juz write abt how i feel wen i can put dem in a song hahaha....

Anyways, the reason im online today is coz my mum asked me to print out my result so that i can submit it to mendaki for my study loan...so i drop by my blog n notice that got ppl tag me...haha n i cant reply...idiotic tagboard....so if u all dun mind, i reply u all via my entry k....

Firstly, sam, i think u say ka jioa as in the malay word rite? "Kacau" means disturb...haha i dun tink ppl will disturb lah...as it is, no one have...and i kinda noe who reads my blog...onli a few....i tink can count on one hand oso hahamebi 4-5 ppl onli...and i tink i can trust u all haha coz u see, as u all noe, my hp kena cut and to make matters worst, i cant log in to my msn now coz it states tat i have to dld the new version of it which i cant coz i need a new version of IE to which somehow i cant install...so yah, i cant log in...but i do use web messenger at tyms, but it sux...haha

Secondly, bia, see how sick i am, cant even spell feeling properly haha...actually wen i typed tat, i was in sch...was in a hurry coz needed to log off the comp n go meet fadhly...niways, yah im better...n r u happy that i finally blogged? haha For those who duno, she keeps on asking y i neva update...the answer is as explained above....and oso mebi coz im hardly home the past 2 weeks...hehe shall blog abt those some other tym tho...if i ever do get ard to blog abt it tat is...and bia, its ok u cant make it last sat, i din even noe u were following hahaha tats between u n fadhly...altho i do welcome anyone who wants to follow us jamming...we plan to try out for tapestry again and auditions will be held this june, not sure wen exactly, so now im actually want ppl to follow so as to help us feel more comfortable playing in front of ppl...so if there's anyone out there who wants their ears temporarily deaf for a few hours while having fun slacking wif us, u r welcome....and hopefully u'll enjoy our music too....so juz contact me thru my home k....

And finally, sam, did i mention to u i gg sch this fri? Coz as far as i noe, the last i tok to u was last fri n i din mention tat i gg to sch...n i din even noe i was gg sch....u sound as tho i am gg sch juz not gg blk L....did i miss smth? As a matter a fact, bia oso asked if i gg sch this fri....hmmm...do u ppl noe smth i dun? Well, my cuzin did ask me n my fren roma to come down and play soccer and roma said he'll come if i do...but i duno lah...its been a long tym since i visited my granny, coz i usually do on fridays...but then again, sad to say but i feel lyk im in real need of a smoke...dun ask me y. I noe its not gd for me but i kinda need it to kinda compose myself coz smth or rather sumone, been on my mind and i trying to forget her...not ez tho...kinda making me miserable so yah the smoke do help. And if i do come down this fri, i'll get some ciggy from roma haha tho tats not a really big motivation for me to come down...

Last week, i play a little soccer...damn bored lah...coz i dun noe many of them so not really fun ah...more fun if my frens ard...n to add to the boredom, no ciggy....haha....me n roma really felt out of place...especially our dressing...haha cant believe they actually changed into boots and all n me n roma were wearing jeans n t-shirt...azie said ok wen i say play soccer wif us, but in the end she go home hahaha....wat only...haha den on the way to the field, bumped into dila, again, and she followed us...haha i guess it made the hours i spent there a bit more fun, at least i get to make fun of sumone hahaha...been a long tym since we met her so we really irritated her alot...n she belongs to a long line of frens who say my acting is not good haha up to u guys, how can u all jugde my acting wen im not? haha and if its really bad, why u all kena fooled den? hahaha....but seriuzly, i dun lyk to act...even wen i joke ard, i rather be more strait foward....i may not be a good actor, but sumhow, my "skills" always comes thru for me wen i need dem...i mean, how do u guys think i always manage to get out of trouble in pri, sec sch and at home? hahaha i have my ways....

Outz....

Shad checked in on...Thursday, May 26, 2005

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Emergency

I think my hp line has been cut or smth due to my late payment or smth. Still overdue some of it. Im not sure...usually if late payment, they'll cut outgg calls n sms first...but they problem is, i cant sms, i cant call, i cant receive call. And when i try to call instead of an annoucement it gives me the out of range signal...so im a bit unsure wats happening...as far as i noe, if its cut the operator name wldnt be there rite...but the word Singtel is still there...so issit my hp or my line....

Anyways, for the moment if any of u 1 2 contact me, call my home k....

64488770 if any of u duno....

Shad checked in on...Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Monday, May 16, 2005

*Take Note

I wld like to inform some of you ppl abt smths....

Before any of you ask me abt that school of rock competition, pls read the rules carefully...is for students aged between 13-19 so pls dun ask me if im joining...my band is sadly over the age limit....

Secondly, i wld like to say sorry coz i really am not interested in Star Wars so i wont be follow anyone to the cinema to watch that show. I rather watch Hamlet for goodness sake...

And lastly, actually i forgot haha so i will blog it some other tym....

outz....

Shad checked in on...Monday, May 16, 2005

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Star Wars....

Frankly speaking i think star wars is too over-rated....i really dun get all this hype surrounding it...and now with episode six comin juz ard the corner, smth abt the revenge of the sikh or issit sixth haha sith or wateva...wat a title man hahaha...

So here comes the hype all over again....i really duno wats so fascinating abt it...all they are showing is that on earth not enuf space so they go to, well, space to have wars haha...and the names are really 'incredible' i heard there's a planet naboo....is that true? haha ninaboo haha nvm...and also the hair-stlying involved...phew...heavy duty man haha i mean look at the buns the princess or queen have...i mean the buns on her head tho ;) yes her hair....

And the aliens...man what a sight...i mean some of them resemble a monkey or ape who can fly space rockets haha...and tat Jar Jar Binks...i tink they got the inspiration to create that character while staring at a fish tank coz seriuzly, that guy, or rather alien, really looks lyk my sucker fish...the resemblance is creepy man...and yoda...a name that sounds lyk yoga...what kind of alien is he? a Gremlin? haha....all this while, the spore government tries very hard to promote the use of proper english in spore...yet the media is spending money to advertise a show which boast a popular character which is suppose to be one of the wisest or smartest one who cant speak proper english...yah i admit singlish is bad...but at least it doesnt sound funny...haha i mean am i suppose to be smart if i can talk back words....imagine hearing ppl say 'hell what the!', 'you f*ck!', 'my hi slimshady name is' haha imagine eminem rapping using yoda's english. That would definitely be a mouthful....and how abt saying 'O.K' in yoda's english? what? wld it be 'K.O'? den 'K.O' wld be 'O.K'? nvm....the list goes on and on and on....

Haha, to be frank, i tried getting into this hype once...mostly out of curiousity...i juz wanted to noe what tis all abt....so i decided to watch star wars episode erm...1? i tink...anyways, after abt 20 minits or so, i fell sound aslp...so u see, its not that i din try, i did...but its really not for me...

Coincidently, 2 of my frens, bia and roma, are big fans of star wars and the past 2 weeks or so, they been talking non stop abt it....to me. So now, i guess, u all noe y i complain that im bored haha....haiz and roma been irritating me by saying 'may the force be wif you' wats up wif that man? what force? i dun lyk to be forced ok haha so i finally got back at him last nite as we were ending our fone conversation...he said that line to me again and upon sudden inspiration, i said 'ok, miss u, miss u' haha and he was like...wth...haha i guess now he will think twice abt saying that to me again....yah i noe my answer doesnt make sense...btu neither did it make sense for him to say that to me...so yah...hahaha

Another way to stop him talking abt star wars, is to bring up its rival hahaha he was talking abt star wars once when i said i rather watch star trek hahaha and irritated, he stop talking hahaha....i guess this is 2 tips i can offer now for those who are in the same position as me...hehehe

But despite all the jokes and mocking i make, i cant argue wif the fact that it has been a success for many years. At least it makes millions, that more than what i can say abt myslef hahaha...so yah my hat goes off to them for being able to create a story that can attract many ppl...but lyk i said, its juz not my cup of tea....outz....

Shad checked in on...Sunday, May 15, 2005

bored...bored...bored....

I guess its now lyk the upmteenth tym im complaining abt being bored...but i juz got home! haha....

My granny was discharged earlier today, and after that i went for my weekly jam session....it was juz what i needed i guess...reliefing my fever and letting some stuff out of my head....playing my songs really kind of cool my mind i guess....

Currently we only playing 'Love is Blind' & 'Where are you(may chg this title soon)' tho the latter needs more fine tuning especially the last part of the song....but i was thinking of bringing back 'why' and after some experimenting juz now, 'moderation' maybe coming back as an instrumental piece....I guess unless i find a way to modify 'Halfway' & 'I wonder', i guess those 2 songs are history...for those who had a liking for 'wasted love', sorry...we wont be playing anymore, only mebi for pleasure...yup, we're dropping it...haha i rmb those days when ppl kept on asking me to play that song haha and now, its being labelled 'old skool' haha

Im currently working on 'Biography of me', 'Remember how i feel' and another song yet to be titled...Also doing some experimenting on my guitar to get new tunes tat can catch the attention of ppl lyk a few of my old songs...

Niways, since it was Roma & fadhly bdae this past week, i decided to treat them this week jam session haha...its the least i cld do...after the hour long session, we headed for Novena Square as usual for our lunch...and after some consideration, we went to lucky plaza to shoot some pool...as usual, my form cld have been better...haha i think im begining to suck at it man haha...roma n fad play quite well tho towards the end the got distracted by the minahs there...sheesh...i duno wat to say haha and they tried to make me 'prasaan' by saying tat the gal they were ogling at was looking at me haha sorry guys, i dun get prasaan easily haha i noe where i stand haha....i stand alone hahaha.....but even if smth lyk that happens, they damn well noe that i dun care hahahaha

I dun noe how long we spent playing pool there, mebi ard 2 hrs...but after that we decided to go somewhr and slack...but fadhly realised that it was 7 and so he had to go home for some family function....so once again, it was roma n me slacking ard town lyk stupid fools haha...so we spent a few hrs toking abt lyf...and wen we finally wanted to go home, it started to rain and so we had to stay till abt 11.30 till we decided to brave the rain in fear that we wld miss the last train....luckily, we didnt...i got the last train....haha....

On the way home, i was alone...so damn bored...ntuhing to do...so i started thinking...thinking of things that i cld blog abt...and all that i cld muster up was angry tots haha....duno y i keep on thinking abt those mats n minahs i see at town....getting myself so angry for nuthing...haiz...i juz hate those stares ah...i mean if they think they got smth to prove to me then stop staring and confront me lah...dun look away wen i return ur stares ah...siow....

Haiz, enuf lah forget abt them better hahaha....haiz...i 1 2 go watch wrestling lah now....outz....

Shad checked in on...Sunday, May 15, 2005

Friday, May 13, 2005

Boy, im surprised....

Was feeling slightly better this afternoon, so i decided to go to the hospital....

Its been a long tym since my family have been together...yah there were tyms when we were all togther but now they seem united again...except for a few...n that makes me feel slightly better....

Niways my granny's op went well...

Actually wat surprised me was that wen i got there, so many ppl asked if i was okay coz somehow they all heard i was having high fever...Din noe so many ppl concerned abt me hahaha....

Gettin better now, still feeling dizzy tho...stomach still pain...back still aching...how bad was my fever??? Well ask Bia, she called me yesterday and upon hearing my weak voice, she tot i was sad or mebi crying....haha my voice was weak and kinda shaky, due to me freezing up....i told bia, i was lyk a freezing pochong....was covered up in blanket from head to toe...but despite the coldness, i was sweating...i guess thats wat u call a cold sweat...the fever was a sudden thing man...

Was okay on wednesday...and on thurs morning, i started feeling the effects...and to be truthfull, i dun tink i ever had such a high fever....

And it looks lyk i heating up again...i juz took my medicine, hope i get well....coz tmr got jam session....really dowan 2 miss that....outz....

Shad checked in on...Friday, May 13, 2005

Silence...

Finally i decided to throw away the laggy video even tho i like that song...y? coz i think silence is the best for me rite now....im tired...not physically...mentally. Im tired at seeing the same four walls everyday...i need some peace...and therefore silence is the best.

Niways, Happy birthday to fadhly and a belated birthday to roma...

Dun feel lyk saying much.

Juz wondering if the below is true...



bored....bored....bored....

my granny having operation at 3 today....

hope all goes well....

had very high fever last nite...feeling better now tho my head still feeling heavy...

I wish my mind would stop mocking me, i told myself to give up so stop mocking me...

sheesh.......

Shad checked in on...Friday, May 13, 2005

Thursday, May 12, 2005

boredom to the max....

Lyf is getting boring and redundant...i need 2 get out man...need to enjoy...im not used to being locked up at home...

The problem is, when i do have tym to go out, there's no one to go out wif....And now gg out will be harder as my grandma was warded again yesterday. She'll be undergg operation this fri....

So u see, wen i do get out, im at the hospital....boring............

I NEED SOME ENJOYMENT!!!

Can anyone out there help???? hahaha....

Shad checked in on...Thursday, May 12, 2005

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Missive

A fren once said to me that she thinks that i act tough on the outside....i din noe i act tough....haha i never did try...so mebi i do look tough emotionally on the outside haha...mebi...

So i start to ponder, wats wrong wif being emo? Ppl treat it lyk its some kind of a curse...i mean, we are all humans. Wats so uncool abt that??? Box Car Racers was labelled 'The Emo side of Blink 182'...well, due to the many things that i think have been left unsaid, i'm going to write a letter, a letter showing the emo side of me....

*Note: All the facts below, may or may not be true. Names or nicknames have been changed to protect the identity of the person. If by in anyway the situation described below is simmilar to yours or fammiliar, then thats your problem cause this may or may not be true about me.....

MISSIVE

Dear Nabs,

how are you? Did i greet you right cause a fren once told me that this is the way to greet people. I would have believe him if he hadn't blurt out so many nonsense.

So anyways, its been a long time since we interfaced, well, actually it may not feel that long to you. Sure we do talk thanks to the many wonders of modern technology but i guess it can never be the same, i mean, your presence kind of make the big difference. I duno wat it is but somehow i feel happy when i'm around you, no matter how many butterflies get into my stomach everytym before we meet...

Yes, did you know that, i do get nervous when i'm about tp meet you but the moment i see you, all those butterflies dissapear and happiness sinks in. Yah i know you may not feel the same way, In fact, that's the reason why i wrote this letter.

It's obvious, i guess, to me especially that you don't feel the same way as i do. I know you don't look foward to the prospect of meeting me as much as i do to meeting you. I know you don't think of me as much as i think of you when we're not around each other. I guess i knew this a long time ago and i was just being in denial, being my own stubborn self, always dreaming.

But dreams are good aren't they? Well at least those countless dreams i have about you makes me smile. And smiling means that i'm happy right? And being happy is good right? I guess so...Well, as i said before, that's what i want for you.

I'm not really sure about this, but somehow i feel that you're with someone know or that maybe, you like someone. But what i'm sure of, is that i'm not the one you think of and although it hurts, i guess it's ok. I mean, i can't force you. Things like this can't be forced. And i don't blame you either.

To be truthful, i know i have nothing good to offer to you. Yah sure i hoped and prayed that i could go out with you, you know just hanging out or stuff like that. But somehow i can't envisage you accepting an offer to spent time with me. Yet foolishly, i find excuses to meet you or talk to you. And it may irritate you.

But the thing is, all this is just frustrating for me. Don't get me wrong, its just that i don't know what's going on in your life anymore. And i sense that you may be going thru tough times and what frustrates me is that i can't help you or even make you feel slightly better. I swear, if i could do anything to make you feel like you're on top of the world, i would.

I guess, things will always be one-sided between us(i can't envisage any reason why you would accept me) and that's ok. I guess being your fren is better than not knowing you at all. You're really a wonderful person any i have never regretted knowing you. If anything, you have made my life so much better with your smiles and your cheerful presence. So here i am, being honest to you. You said, you rather i give it up, and so i will if that makes you happy. But i can't lie that i won't hope or dream for things to happen as i have always been a dreamer and i don't think i can change that fact. 'I can't help feeling the way i do for you inside me' that's a line from a song of mine and i hope you don't hate me for feeling this way for you.

I guess i'm just beating around the bush. So let me be clear to you, if you ever need a fren or someone to talk to, i'm here for you. No hard feelings....

Without wax,
Shad.....






Shad checked in on...Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Monday, May 09, 2005

Bored

Employee of the Month

These individual quotes were reportedly taken from actual employee performance evaluations in a large US Corporation.
(1) ''Since my last report, this employee has reached rock bottom.....and has started to dig.''
(2) ''His men would follow him anywhere, ....... but only out of morbid curiosity.'
(3) ''I would not allow this employee to breed.''
(4) ''This employee is really not so much of a 'has-been', but more of a definite 'won't be'.''
(5) ''Works well when under constant supervision and cornered like a rat in a trap.''
(6) ''When she opens her mouth, it seems that it is only to change feet.''
(7) ''He would be out of his depth in a parking lot puddle.''
(8) ''This young lady has delusions of adequacy.''
(9) ''He sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them.''
(10) ''This employee is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot.''
(11) ''This employee should go far, ..... and the sooner he starts, the better.''
(12) ''Got a full 6-pack, but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together.''
(13) ''A gross ignoramus—144 times worse than an ordinary ignoramus.''
(14) ''He certainly takes a long time to make his pointless.''
(15) ''He doesn't have ulcers, but he's a carrier.''
(16) ''I would like to go hunting with him sometime.''
(17) ''He's been working with glue too much.''
(18) ''He would argue with a signpost.''
(19) ''He has a knack for making strangers immediately detest him.''
(20) ''He brings a lot of joy whenever he leaves the room.''
(21) ''When his IQ reaches 50, he should sell.''
(22) ''If you see two people talking and one looks bored, ..... he's the other one.''
(23) ''A photographic memory but with the lens cover glued on.''
(24) ''A prime candidate for natural deselection.''
(25) ''Donated his brain to science before he was done using it.''
(26) ''Gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming.''
(27) ''Has two brains: one is lost and the other is out looking for it.''
(28) ''If he were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week.''
(29) ''If you give him a penny for his thoughts, you'd get change.''
(30) ''If you stand close enough to him, you can hear the oceans.''
(31) ''It's hard to believe that he beat 1,000,000 other sperm to the egg.''
(32) ''One neuron short of a synapse.''
(33) ''Some drink from the fountain of knowledge;..... he only gargled.''
(34) ''Takes him 2 hours to watch 60 minutes.''
(35) ''The wheel is turning, but the hamster is dead.''





Shad checked in on...Monday, May 09, 2005

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Tired.....

I tink im gg to slp soon...juz feel so tired and sleepy....y? haha coz i did one of those stupid things which im popular for yesterday...haha...me n the tkck gang....hahaha....

Well, things didnt really started as well as i wanted to yesterday...in fact, i was kind of in a bad mood in the morning....ard 2+ i had to go to Astoria Park...apparently is a condo rite behind Kembangan MRT....had to send some stuff to my dad's ex-workmate to claim for some insurance stuff...feeling kinda thirsty, i headed for Cheers nearby to buy a drink but changed my mind...and as i was leaving, a guy suddenly smiled at me...a malay guy in his early 30s i think, and being polite, i returned the smile. Den he asked me in malay if i was staying in Astoria Park, so i said no n told him tat im actually staying in Chai Chee and was there juz to run an errand. And he practically tried to tell me his whole lyf story after tat saying tat he too used to stay in chai chee n blah blah blah....luckily he was heading a diiferent route form me hahaha....so i headed for my weekly jamming session straight...

We booked the place at 4 but because of the stars, hahaha, we onli reached the studio ard 4.20....actually, i reach the bus stop at 3.50 but had to wait for the 2 stars hahaha....niways since a band had oredy booked the room at 5, we compromised wif Mike(the owner) to jam 1/2 an hour in the small room, till 5 den wait for the other band to finish in the other room at abt 5.30....and altho it wasnt really nice to have an interval during jamming, we cldnt do anything abt it....wat can i say they were late hahaha....but the jam session went quite well tho there still alot of room for improvement....n i really do mean alot hahaha especially for me....i have really been out of form lately....i need to practise more....

Niways, we finished ard 7 and was quite undecided on where to go....so we took up Amalina's offer to slack at town while Fadhly went home to keep his guitar before meeting up wif me and Roma again for out TKCK outing....

So aniways, Amal said to meet at 9pm so me and Roma had time to kill....So we went walking ard town....i didn't really want to but it beats being bored....well some of u noe im not really a town kind of guy, im more of a heartlander, a neighbourhood man haha(roma gets irritated at this, duno y haha) but it wasnt really tat bad....but i had to admit, the 2 of us finally lose out the temptations of the smokes and we finally surrendered and bought a pack of ciggy...which i hope i wont have to buy again anytym soon....dun get me wrong, im really am trying to quit but wif all this complicated stuff gg on rite now, i juz needed to cool myself down....

Well anyways, we slacked outside Paragon for a few while smoking our worries away den headed for HMV....and what happened here was kinda funny...we were looking thru the CDs there wen we noticed tat there was this gal who kept on looking at Roma haha n so i kinda saboed him...i purposely said to him loudly in malay(she's a malay gal and was standing near us) "What else u waiting for? Go ask for number lah...juz keep on looking for wat go lah" haha it was fun watching Roma face go red and the gal ignoring us while her face too was rapidly turning red haha....after she walked away, we continued browsing and i saw Shikin....at first i wasnt sure but wen i finally juz tried out blurting her name out, i tink she was too far away coz she didnt hear me...n so we went out of the HMV and stood at the railing outside the entrance...and we juz tok for abit...

Den, we noticed that the same punkrawk malay gal was standing opposite us by the railing too haha....i was abt to whistle at her to sabo roma again when a guy came out of one of the shops and joined her...haha turns out she was attached...but i guess it didnt stop her from flirting coz she really was looking at roma wen her bf wasnt looking...and wen they walked away, we tested this theory...as she kinda walk slower den her bf, roma waved at her wen she took a look at roma again...and she smiled back hahaha....

Well, enuf abt her...we still had tym to kill so we headed for cineleisure well actually we slacked n smoked behind cineleisure...and while slacking 2 guys approached us to do a survey...and of all tyms, rosz kolled me from amal's hp while the guy was asking me qns...haha n due to the ciggy i was holding, i felt kinda in an awkward position...haha niways, after the 'interview' we headed for specialist coffee bean to meet amal n rosz...n while waiting for the traffic lite, fadhly called me and ask me 2 pass a msg 2 ahmad coz he cldnt get thru 2 him...and so i called him....and juz wen he picked up the fone, i heard sumone called me from behind, it was shikin haha so once again i was in an awkward position and it didnt help wen the traffic lite turned green for us to walk...haiz....

Niways, had fun slacking wif rosz and amal...but me n roma felt kinda guilty...coz since rosz was working there, we got free drinks, bagel n a cheesecake for free....hehe....i actually offered to pay for the cheesecake but they turned my NETS card away....haha...so at ard 11+ the four us headed for the bus stop...since me and roma were headed for Machritche reservoir we took the same bus as rosz n amal....n amal actually stopped at the same bus stop as me n roma to chg bus, so we accompanied her till her bus came...which wasnt long tho haha....

So anyways, the trip there was kind of uneventful despite several 'special appearance' n incidents...haha dun really feel lyk toking abt it here...so if any of u 1 2 noe the details, juz call me up personally ;)

When we got out of the pathway, we slacked at a kind of open door canteen...and wen we were starting to enjoy toking abt old skool wrestling, 2 gals suddenly approach us....they wanted 2 join us slacking....2 chinese gals...who are very fair....let me remind u tat it was 3.30am....haha...when they first approach us, all 4 of us were quite apprehensive if they were really humans hahaha....and the first qns they asked us didnt really help either....wat qns? they asked "do u all believe in pontianak?"

Hahaha...but turns out they were juz 2 bored rich gals haha....n we had sort of a funny conversation....haha...din expect to make frens there...hahaha....

So u see, i din sleep the whole of yesterday, in fact, i actually walked 6km wif roma, fadhly and ahmad...and our legs were damn hurting hhahaha....and i din get much sleep coz i had 2 bring my dad 2 my granny's hse...my family was kinda having a mother's day celebration....

so i wld lyk to end this long entry and take this oppurtunity to wish all mothers and future mothers a very Happy Mothers Day....and to my mum, thanks for ur years of care...i really appreciate ur love....thx....

Shad checked in on...Sunday, May 08, 2005

WOIT

Woit....u both tink my blog WWE is it....all the drama in my tagboard....i duno wat happen between u 2....i duno who wrong n i dun 1 2 noe either.....

Wateva it is, get over it lah...both of u.....if not, take ur arguements and insults else where....n pls get on wif life lah....

1 2 be angry at me???? wateva...........................................

Shad checked in on...Sunday, May 08, 2005

Saturday, May 07, 2005

What a day.....

What a day it was yesterday....firstly after my friday prayers, had to bring my dad for his weekly doctor appointment. There, while waiting for the nurse to call up my dad, i met Reza's dad...haha quite shocked...i guess didn't expect to see him there....i was unsure why he was there, seems lyk he had an appointment too but o cldnt see anything wrong wif him....niways, after being sent to the rehab room, i sat down n took a reader digest mag to read while waiting for my dad to finish up his excercise....den i heard sumone calling my name, it was G...Ghani...haha he was having excercise for his hand too...n all along i tot his rehab days was over...

After abt 2 hrs, my dad finally finished his excercise and i brought him out to pay for the session...and i got another surprise, Reza was there...wif his mum n 2 sis...haha long tym no see....and after a few minits of conversation, i found out that his dad hurt his back and had 2 go for physiotherapy check up....and coincidently, he(reza) had a check up on the same day for his bad sore throat there...so it kinda became a family outing for them haha...and all the while i was toking to him, his 1 yr old baby sis keep on shouting n shouting as if asking for attention hahaha she so damn cute....and when i tease her she will start laffing hehe...its not everyday i meet a baby who is not scared of me hehehe...somehow, she always want me to carry her wen she sees me haha tho i seldom do get 2 see her...haha n she is notty 2...cant keep still...and for a 1 yr old, she have strong legs...hahaha

Niways, cldnt tok much wif reza n fam coz i had 2 be on my way 2 sgh den...for those who do not noe oredy, my grandma was warded again last thurs...due 2 some heart problems....so i brought my dad there via mrt....n gg up the slope from outram mrt 2 sgh wasnt an easy task....since i had 2 push my dad's wheelchair up...tiring man...

Niways, there i meet up wif the rest of my fam....wif everyone so bz nowdays, its juz so hard to meet them together...and as usuall, we had a lot of laffs...i guess im fortunate to have so many granduncles, uncles and aunts who r jokers haha....n some of their jokes are damn classic man hahaha....niways...a few of us had dinner at the foodcourt there...and being the only guy there(i was forced to follow my aunts n gals cuzins) i had to go over the drink stall several tyms to buy for them drinks....and on the final trip, the woman actually gave me 3 free drinks haha i really duno for wat reason hahaha.....i was sent 2 buy a bottle of mineral water and came back wif 3 extra free drinks....sheesh and my aunts all started teasing me saying tat i flirt wif the woman...sheesh.....and my aunt, the doctor, sent me 2 buy ice jelly cocktail for her wen everyone cld see tat the stall vendors was cleaning up....she asked me 2 juz go and try coz she thinks i cld get it....i tried 2 point out tat they were close...sheesh but she insisted...and so i went....and guess wat...even tho they were close, they actually made one haha.....and they give extra helpings man...i mean, the bowl was damn full....the ice was practically dripping out....sheesh....and i had 2 endure the teasing again....

For goodness sakes, im no flirt k...haiz....niways after a long tiring day, i finally reached home...and while opening my 'handcuffs', one of them, the one wif the skeletons(my fav btw) broke down...sheesh...as in the part which looks the thing in place juz came off....haiz....i remebered the 1st few weeks i wore that...haha my french teacher, Didier Lame, said i was trying 2 change my image....haha he said i was gg for the 'bad boy' image hehehe 'diabolique' according to him...haha well i wasnt gg for any type of image, i juz lyk the bloody thing...but its proof...proof that im actually a nice guy....i mean onli a kuai person can chg 2 become a 'bad boy' rite ahahahhaha so now u all have proof that i am actually innocent...hehehe

Shad checked in on...Saturday, May 07, 2005

Thursday, May 05, 2005

How to be Annoying in the computer lab

Seeing that a number of my frens are doing their FYPJ or attachement, i decided to do some research of stuff they can do to entertain themselves so they won't get bored. Pls, do try the following aight ;) *Note:i added number 51-55 for good measure hehe

How to be Annoying in the Computer Lab


1)Log on, wait a sec, then get a frightened look on your face and scream, "Oh my God! They've found me!" and bolt.

2)Laugh uncontrollably for about 3 minutes and then suddenly stop and look suspiciously at everyone who looks at you.

3)When your computer is turned off, complain to the monitor on duty that you can't get the darned thing to work. After he/she's turned it on, wait 5 minutes, turn it off again, and repeat the process for a good half hour.

4)Type frantically, often stopping to look at the person next to you evilly.

5)Before anyone else is in the lab, connect each computer to a different screen than the one it's set up with.

6)Write a program that plays the "Pokemon" theme song and play it at the highest volume possible over and over again.

7)Work normally for a while. Suddenly look amazingly startled by something on the screen and crawl underneath the desk.

8)Ask the person next to you if they know how to tap into top-secret Pentagon files.

9)Use AIM to make passes at people you don't know.

10)Make a small ritual sacrifice to the computer before you turn it on.

11)Bring a chainsaw, but don't use it. If anyone asks why you have it, say, "Just in case..." mysteriously.

12)Type on VAX for awhile. Suddenly start cursing for 3 minutes about everything bad about your life. Then stop and continue typing.

13)Enter the lab, undress, and start staring at other people as if they're crazy while typing.

14)Light candles in a pentagram around your terminal before starting.

15)Ask around for a spare zip disk. Offer $1. Keep asking until someone agrees.
Then, pull a disk out of your fly and say, "Oops. Forgot."

16)Every time you press return and there is processing time required, pray, "Ohpleaseohpleaseohpleaseohpleaseohplease," and scream "YES!" when it finishes.

17)"Disk fight!"

18)Start making out with the person at the terminal next to you, whether you know them or not.

19)Put a straw in your mouth and put your hands in your pockets. Type by hitting the keys with the straw.

20)If you're sitting in a swivel chair, spin around singing "The Thong Song" whenever there is processing time required.

21)Draw a picture of a woman (or man) on a piece of paper and tape it to your monitor. Try to seduce it. Act like it hates you and then complain loudly that women (men) are worthless.

22)Try to stick a Nintendo cartridge in the disk drive. When it doesn't work, get the supervisor.

23)When you start up a PC, ask loudly where the smiling Apple face is.

24)Print out the complete works of Shakespeare, then when it's all done (two days later) say that all you wanted was a line or two.

25)Sit and stare at the screen, chomping on your nails. After doing this for a while, spit them out at the feet of the person next to you.

26)Stare at the screen, grind your teeth, stop, look at the person next to you. Repeat procedure, making sure you never provoke the person enough to let them blow up, as this releases tension, and it is far more effective to let them linger.

27)If you have long hair, take a typing break, look for split ends, cut them, and deposit them on your neighbor's keyboard as you leave.

28)Put a large, gold-framed portrait of the British royal family on your desk and loudly proclaim that it inspires you.

29)Come to the lab wearing several layers of socks. Remove shoes and place them on top of the monitor. Remove socks layer by layer and drape them around the monitor.
Exclaim sudden haiku about the aesthetic beauty of cotton on plastic.

30)Take the keyboard and sit under the computer. Type up your paper like this. Then go to the lab supervisor and complain about the bad working conditions.

31)Laugh hysterically, shout "You will all perish in a great flood" and continue working.

32)Bring some dry ice and make it look like the computer is smoking.

33)Assign a musical note to every key (ex. the delete key is A flat). Whenever you hit a key, hum its note loudly. Write an entire paper this way.

34)Attempt to eat your computer mouse.

35)Borrow someone else's keyboard by reaching over, saying "Excuse me, mind if I borrow this for a sec?" unplugging the keyboard, and taking it.

36)Bring in a bunch of magnets and have a ball.

37)When doing calculations, pull out an abacus and say that sometimes the old ways are best.

38)Play Pong for hours on the most powerful computer in the lab.

39)Make a loud noise of hitting the same key over and over again until you see that your neighbor is noticing. Then look at your neighbor's keyboard. Hit his/her delete key several times, erasing an entire word. While you do this, ask: "Does your delete key work?" Shake your head, and resume hitting the space bar on your keyboard. Keep doing this until you've deleted about a page of your neighbor's document. Then, suddenly exclaim: "Well, whaddya know? I've been hitting the space bar this whole time. No wonder it wasn't deleting! Ha!" Print out your document and leave.

40)Remove your disk from the drive and hide it. Go to the lab monitor and complain that your computer ate your disk. (For special effects, put some glue on or around the disk drive. Claim that the computer is drooling.)

41)Stare at your neighbor's screen, look really puzzled, burst out laughing and say "You did that?" loudly. Keep laughing, grab your stuff and leave, howling as you go.

42)Point at the screen. Chant in a made-up language while making elaborate hand gestures for a minute or two. Press return or the mouse, then leap back and yell, "COVEEEEERRRRR!" Peek up from under the table, walk back to the computer and say "Oh, good. It worked this time," and calmly start to type again.

43)Keep looking at invisible bugs and trying to swat them.

44)See who's online. Send a total stranger a talk request. Talk to them like you've known them all your lives. Hang up before they get a chance to figure out you're a total stranger.

45)Bring a small tape player with a tape of really absurd sound effects. Pretend it's the computer and look really lost.

46)Pull out a pencil. Start writing on the screen. Complain that the lead doesn't work.

47)Come into the computer lab wearing several extra-stinky species of flowers in your hair. Smile incessantly. Type a sentence, then laugh happily exclaim, "You're such a marvel!" and kiss the screen. Repeat this after every sentence. As your ecstasy mounts, also hug the keyboard. Finally, hug your neighbor, the computer assistant, and then walk out.

48)Run into the computer lab, shout, "The Apocalypse is here!" then calmly sit down and begin to type.

49)Quietly walk into the computer lab with a Black and Decker chainsaw, rev 'er up, and then walk up to the nearest person and say, "Give me that computer or you'll be feeding my pet crocodile for the next week."

50)Two words: Tesla Coil.

51)Pretend you misheard what your neighbour said and ask back "Spoon?"

52)Evertime your neighbour type something, ask if he/she figured out how to do the program.

53)Ask your neighbour if he/she has finished a book everytime he/she opens the book.

54)Keep asking your neighbour if he/she is scared of his/her classmate.

55)Do the banana dance.

Have fun doing all these things ;) hahahaha



Shad checked in on...Thursday, May 05, 2005

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Are these really the truth??? hahahaha.....

Wonder which of these top is true hehehe....i wonder....

Female Rejection Lines

10. I think of you as a brother. Translation: You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in 'Deliverance.'
9. There's a slight difference in our ages. Translation: I don't want to do my dad.

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way. Translation: You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on.

7. My life is too complicated right now. Translation: I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.

6. I've got a boyfriend. Translation: I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's.

5. I don't date men where I work. Translation: I wouldn't date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building.

4. It's not you, it's me. Translation: It's you.

3. I'm concentrating on my career. Translation: Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.

2. I'm celibate. Translation: I've sworn off only the men like you.

1. Let's be friends. Translation: I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have sex with. It's the male perspective thing.

Top 10 Male Rejection Lines (Translated!)

10. I think of you as a sister. Translation: You're ugly.

9. There's a slight difference in our ages. Translation: You're ugly.

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way. Translation: You're ugly.

7. My life is too complicated right now. Translation: You're ugly.

6. I've got a girlfriend. Translation: You're ugly.

5. I don't date women where I work. Translation: You're ugly.

4. It's not you, it's me. Translation: You're ugly.

3. I'm concentrating on my career. Translation: You're ugly.

2. I'm celibate. Translation: You're ugly.

1. Let's be friends. Translation: You're sinfully ugly.







Shad checked in on...Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Monday, May 02, 2005

The Rules (by Her)

Found this somewhere...wonder if its true hehe

1. The Female always makes THE RULES.
2. THE RULES are subject to change without notice.
3. No Male can possible know all THE RULES.
4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all THE RULES, she must immediately change some of THE RULES.
5. The Female is never wrong.
6. If it appears the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding caused by something the Male did or said wrong.
7. If Rule #6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.
8. The Female can change her mind at any time.
9. The Male must never change his mind without the express, written consent of The Female.
10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female wants him to be angry or upset.
12. The Female must, under no circumstances, let the Male know whether she wants him to be angry or upset.
13. The Male is expected to read the mind of the Female at all times.
14. At all times, what is important is what the Female meant, not what she said.
15. If the Male doesn't abide by THE RULES, it is because he can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a wimp.
16. If the Female has PMS, all THE RULES are null and void and the Male must cater to her every whim.
17. Any attempt to document THE RULES could result in bodily harm.
18. If the Male, at any time, believes he is right, he must refer to Rule #5.

Shad checked in on...Monday, May 02, 2005

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Exhausted but feeling invincible....

A day out wif the guys really can make wonders....y? Coz Left Turn On Red juz died...haha but yet im feeling invincible...haha had alot of laffs juz now...no we were not slacking....me roma n fadhly was helping my cuzin's family move into a new rented hse....feel happy for dem....

Niways, after a tiring few hours, we finally had our first meal of the day at ard 6-7pm...haha yah we worked on an empty stomach...and after a packet of nasi lemak each, we slacked under their block...me fadhly n roma....we had a long tok...

Niways, New line up, New Name haha....but we undecided on the name, so in the future look out for Beautiful Lies, Homefree, Genetic Problem, Letter M(inside family joke hahaha), Last Office, Chicken Drumsticks hahahaha....aniwyas as u can see, we not really good at thinking of names....so if anyone who is reading can give us gd suggestion, pls do hahaha

Shad checked in on...Sunday, May 01, 2005