Thursday, May 26, 2005

Im starting to hate this tagboard.....

Haiz...im really starting to hate this damn tagboard of mine...i mean its my own tagboard yet i can hardly tag....everytym i try it'll go like 'cant retrieve url' or wateva...and i notice this only happens to shoutbox...so mebi i need to change...n i notice on amal's tag there's alot of nonsence so i wont change to tat...

Anyways, yah i noe it's been a while since i went online or blogged...no mood i guess...kinda gettin bored of facing the comp each day...sch starting soon so i better take a break...its not lyk ppl chat wif me wen im online either...most of the tym i'll be playing game...i dun even need to bother to put myself as away, no one really approach me haha wat can i say....i noe im not exactly an approchable guy haha...as for my blog, i noe not many ppl do read it so i dun bother so much haha...i mean the main reason y i have this blog is for me to juz write abt how i feel wen i can put dem in a song hahaha....

Anyways, the reason im online today is coz my mum asked me to print out my result so that i can submit it to mendaki for my study loan...so i drop by my blog n notice that got ppl tag me...haha n i cant reply...idiotic tagboard....so if u all dun mind, i reply u all via my entry k....

Firstly, sam, i think u say ka jioa as in the malay word rite? "Kacau" means disturb...haha i dun tink ppl will disturb lah...as it is, no one have...and i kinda noe who reads my blog...onli a few....i tink can count on one hand oso hahamebi 4-5 ppl onli...and i tink i can trust u all haha coz u see, as u all noe, my hp kena cut and to make matters worst, i cant log in to my msn now coz it states tat i have to dld the new version of it which i cant coz i need a new version of IE to which somehow i cant install...so yah, i cant log in...but i do use web messenger at tyms, but it sux...haha

Secondly, bia, see how sick i am, cant even spell feeling properly haha...actually wen i typed tat, i was in sch...was in a hurry coz needed to log off the comp n go meet fadhly...niways, yah im better...n r u happy that i finally blogged? haha For those who duno, she keeps on asking y i neva update...the answer is as explained above....and oso mebi coz im hardly home the past 2 weeks...hehe shall blog abt those some other tym tho...if i ever do get ard to blog abt it tat is...and bia, its ok u cant make it last sat, i din even noe u were following hahaha tats between u n fadhly...altho i do welcome anyone who wants to follow us jamming...we plan to try out for tapestry again and auditions will be held this june, not sure wen exactly, so now im actually want ppl to follow so as to help us feel more comfortable playing in front of ppl...so if there's anyone out there who wants their ears temporarily deaf for a few hours while having fun slacking wif us, u r welcome....and hopefully u'll enjoy our music too....so juz contact me thru my home k....

And finally, sam, did i mention to u i gg sch this fri? Coz as far as i noe, the last i tok to u was last fri n i din mention tat i gg to sch...n i din even noe i was gg sch....u sound as tho i am gg sch juz not gg blk L....did i miss smth? As a matter a fact, bia oso asked if i gg sch this fri....hmmm...do u ppl noe smth i dun? Well, my cuzin did ask me n my fren roma to come down and play soccer and roma said he'll come if i do...but i duno lah...its been a long tym since i visited my granny, coz i usually do on fridays...but then again, sad to say but i feel lyk im in real need of a smoke...dun ask me y. I noe its not gd for me but i kinda need it to kinda compose myself coz smth or rather sumone, been on my mind and i trying to forget her...not ez tho...kinda making me miserable so yah the smoke do help. And if i do come down this fri, i'll get some ciggy from roma haha tho tats not a really big motivation for me to come down...

Last week, i play a little soccer...damn bored lah...coz i dun noe many of them so not really fun ah...more fun if my frens ard...n to add to the boredom, no ciggy....haha....me n roma really felt out of place...especially our dressing...haha cant believe they actually changed into boots and all n me n roma were wearing jeans n t-shirt...azie said ok wen i say play soccer wif us, but in the end she go home hahaha....wat only...haha den on the way to the field, bumped into dila, again, and she followed us...haha i guess it made the hours i spent there a bit more fun, at least i get to make fun of sumone hahaha...been a long tym since we met her so we really irritated her alot...n she belongs to a long line of frens who say my acting is not good haha up to u guys, how can u all jugde my acting wen im not? haha and if its really bad, why u all kena fooled den? hahaha....but seriuzly, i dun lyk to act...even wen i joke ard, i rather be more strait foward....i may not be a good actor, but sumhow, my "skills" always comes thru for me wen i need dem...i mean, how do u guys think i always manage to get out of trouble in pri, sec sch and at home? hahaha i have my ways....

Outz....

Shad checked in on...Thursday, May 26, 2005