Monday, January 30, 2006
Plea for help....
Im desperate....i need help...as much as i can. I noe i dun usually do thia but sumone pls, HELP ME!!!!!
Pls....show me the light....
HELP!!!!!
I NEED HELP....
PLS SUMONE HELP ME
erm....can any1 borrow me any DVDs/VCDs of comedies?
hehe i bored ah hehe
Shad checked in on...Monday, January 30, 2006
Friday, January 27, 2006
Off day....
Can i have an off day? Can i juz for one day be the silent one or sane one without sumone ask if i have a problem? Haizzz...i wonder. Is it so wrong for me to be quiet once in awhile? I mean, sometyms i do have things to think abt, private or personal things tat i juz want to ponder abt. N during those tyms, i tend to juz zone off or be silent. Tat doesnt mean tat im sad or smth rite...
I mean, lets face it we face problems in our everyday lyf so dun ask me if i have a problem or smth. Of cuz i do, who doesnt. Lyk i always say, "having no problems is a problem."
I guess this past few days i've been doin alot of thinking tat i sumhow dun care to share much wif others, or rather juz dun feel lyk saying it out. One of those things im thinking abt is my band....juz wondering if things can really move on or r we juz gg down.
Juz now, went in the big 'aquarium' lab n kt was telling me how bored she was. So i offered teaching her to play the gitar. Dun ask me y, i juz blurt it out without thinking. She accepted the offer wif much excitement tat it showed how bored she was. So me n fahmy brought her to the staircase wif our gitars which is always in sch for the current moment. As usually, i started teaching her wif the basic, the first 3 frets. Fahmy helped me out n he decided to teach her 'stand by me' bass. Tats the usual song ppl usually teach to beginers. She kinda got the hang of it but i guess it can be tiring n depressing especially since fahmy cldnt stop showing of his freestyling skills haha yah i noe he din mean it, juz tat he loves plucking too much.
Niways, i tink she wanted a break n so passed me the gitar to play smth...i din noe wat to play so me n fahmy attempted to play 'Come back to me'. N i use the word attempted well cuz we really screwed it up haha...after tat song, i started playing all kinds of shit n i guess i kinda forgot tat i was supposed to teach kt haha i guess tats how much i love music. I get so easily distracted...So KT, if u do read my blog, Sorry tat i din manage to teach u much yeah. Kinda not myself n got carried away haha....
Well music, as most of u will noe, is really a passion of mine. I juz wish tat i cld do better in it. Yah sure i write songs but wen im kinda unsure how they are exactly. Sumtyms wen i listen to dem, my thinking will be like "Wow! Cant believe this came out of it....how did i do it man..." Other tyms, my train of tot wld be "Haiz....If this is the best i can do mebi i shd juz give up" I duno lah...wish i cld write songs again...I NEED SOME INSPIRATION.....
Some other tots tat come across my mind quite often nowdays is how to move on from smth, or rather sumone. I guess i'd do juz abt anything to try to forget ********. I guess in this sense im kinda weak. Haiz....can anyone help me? haha yeah rite...no one can unless i help myself but i wish i knew where to start...
Sometyms i juz wonder wat am i doing in lyf. I mean wat have i achieve so far? Or rather, r my achievements so far worthwhile? Wish i knew....
I guess today is juz one of those days where i have juz so much to tok abt but juz not sure how to put them into words...or mebi there's juz no one ard to listen. Is tat cause no one wants to listen? I duno, u tell me...
I'd really give juz abt anything to get on wif my lyf...
Dun bother....Outz....
Shad checked in on...Friday, January 27, 2006
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Generalization...
Im usually against generalisation but its a fact that most gals dun usually watch soccer n dun noe nuts abt it. Y the sudden comment? Well cause u see i went online tis morn ard 2+ to check the score line of the newcastle-blackburn result. While waiting for the slow IE to load, i juz check out the nicks of my frens on msn n wat i saw kinda shock me....: "Blackburn WON". Tis shock me not cuase blackburn won(tho it displease me) but cause who was using it...
Tat was part of betsy's nick, or rather, part of her personal msg. All this while tat i noe her, i have never heard her tok abt the EPL so it really kinda shock me. So i ask her n it was cfm tat she's a blackburn fan. Lets face it, most gals in spore dun really watch soccer and those who do watch a little tend to support the big 4. Tat is : Arsenal, Man U, Liverpool & Chelsea(sad to say newcastle no longer part of the big 4). I mean these are basically the mainstream clubs in the EPL n wen u dun really follow smth u tend to juz back the mainstream, its juz human nature.
Im not criticising gals or being a sexist here so i'll use myself as an example here. For example, i dun really follow the La liga(spanish league) or the Serie A(italian) but i do support teams there too. In Spain, Real Madrid n Barca are the 2 mainstream clubs there tho Real ah much more popular. N im a supporter of Barca tho u wun see me following it every single week. In Italy, there r 3 mainstream club, Inter Milan, AC Milan n Juventus. Tho, Inter n AC are without a doubt more popular, im a juve fan but its still a mainstream club. My point here, is tat even those gals who do occasionally follow soccer tend to back the mainstream clubs who juz happened to be labeled the big 4 in england.
So i was quite shock to find out that Bets actually support Blackburn. Not tat im saying blackburn is a lousy club tho. I myself was once a blackburn fan wen they won the EPL. Tho it was tat very same season tat i 'discovered' Newcaslte United Football Club or NUFC for short. After blackburn's truimph, i switch my colors to the famous black n white. I was young then n din noe much abt loyalty. Before blackburn n Newcastle, i also supported Forrest n Man U tho i am an Anti-man U fan now.
Niways, i was thinking to myself tat i have a fren who is one of those rare gals who follow soccer. Not that i duno female soccer fans. As far as i noe, out of my frens n family, Azie supports arsenal, Bia supports Real Madrid, my sis n several other older female cousins support liverpool, my aunt is a man u fan tho i have yet to meet a chelsea fan...So niways, u see the female soccer fans tat i noe so far all support the mainstream clubs for one reason or another(my aunt supports man u simply cuz her husband does too)...
So here is Betsy, a blackburn suppporter. Im impressed. But i had to make sure haha so i asked her, "do u noe any of their players" ANSWER: "No". erkz....was i wrong??? Ok mebi she does follow but juz doesnt noe their names. Afterall, nowadays, blackburn players are mostly scandanavian n their names are not easy on asians. So i ask her how long have u supported them? ANSWER :"For years oredy"...in my head now, "wow a real true blue fan who do follow soccer" N before i cld ask y she supported blackburn instead of other clubs, she tpld me this....
"I support them cause of their name. I lyk their name"
Me:"...."
Hahaha wat a dissapointment man, haha juz wen i tot i figured out human nature, it jumps out n surprise me. Sheesh haha....see, this is y i say human nature is interesting. So dun blame me if i do my experiments aite ;) hehe...
OUTZ.....
Shad checked in on...Sunday, January 22, 2006
Friday, January 20, 2006
Finally, the truth...
Excerpt from Azie's blog:
shad: he is my closest guy friend in IT0304.
suka talk cock. haha but he is nice lahhh.
always complain to him when stress abt sch.
but hey, i know where to de-stress myself!!!
arcade dok. vrooom vrooooom.Hahaha finally the truth is out. I bolded the truth...haha shd show tis to KT n DX. They claim i not nice but here is the proof....Dun blif? go sse her blog ah haha
I AM A NICE PERSON K!!! haha
Shad checked in on...Friday, January 20, 2006
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Pasar malam
Riff: "Is this a fucking pasar mlm?"
Me: "No, i think its juz a normal one...."
Hahaha was walkin to S11 in amk after playin soccer yest wen past by a small area wif make shift stalls. Lyk riff, im not sure if its a pasar mlm too but we sure laffed our self silly. Not tat the joke was tat funny, juz tat we had so much fun tat small joke lyk tat oso very funi to us. kinda tired man...been slping very little lately.
Had a test juz now which i totally forgot abt. Tot it was gg to be tmr....so wen sch early n did sum revision. It was from chap 5-7. Was starting on chap 7 wen my fren came over n asked me a personal qns. Totally caught me off guard. Cldnt answer...had to say duno. Apparently tat was the correct answer tho...cldnt study after that....
Tat question made me started thinking. Y do i do all those stuff for ***************? Doesnt make sense. Haiz, guess i am stupid afterall. How i wish i wasnt stuck....Or do i? Sumone once said to me "mebi u cant move on cuz u dowan too..." Is tat true? Am i purposely hanging on to this state of hopelessness n hurt? And if i am, does tat mean tat im stupid? Afterall, who wants to get hurt rite?
So is my intelligence low? I duno. Fucking heart pain. Shd i trust human intelligence or human emotions? Duno how to answer oso....
Niways, becareful what u wish for, u juz mite get it...this goes out to ppl who lyk surprises wakaka...
N hapi belated 20th n 19th birthday to azie n bia respectively....take care well now that u two more wiser haha
Outz.....
Shad checked in on...Thursday, January 19, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
Phase two...
Refer back to my entry on 9th jan, it was a monday, titled: Consequences of a bored matgile... I mentioned tat i was gg to make further experimentation and also find sumone to do phase two of that particular experiment. Luckily for me, a fren of mine volunteered to do it as u ppl can see from my tagboard haha...
Well, she completed the experiment this morn. Again, in case u ppl forget, this certain experiment is basically to observe human reaction. Ppl may tink its crap or nonsense but seriuzly, this is considered part of biology.
Biology basically means 'The study of life' or if u want a more professional explaination: 'The science of life and of living organisms, including their structure, function, growth, origin, evolution, and distribution. It includes botany and zoology and all their subdivisions.' I got that from dictionary.com....
Niways, i rmb in my sec 3 or 4 days wen my bio teacher gave us a project to do. She said that we cld do on any topic related on bio. She even give us an ecxample for those who wanted to do an ez one. She told us to take down notes of human behaviour on the bus or mrt. We tot she was jokin but she wasn't. She said that bio, is the study of lyf and so a study of human reaction is oso considered biology.
My experiment however, may or may not be useful but its interesting. I mean, its a way of gettin to noe my frens better. Seeing how ppl react to certain things can tell u abt their characteristic. Watever the answer, its juz human nature and nuthing is more interesting den nature. N humans are, as i mentioned before, the most intelligent lyf form on earth according to so many scientist. So thru my experiment(duno if others have done it before), we'll get to see the most intelligent species of nature react to an emotion felt by a fren early in the morning.
Wat i forget to mention before is that i purposely chose to do it in the morning cuz this is wen ppl are usually the most honest as they have juz woken up n sum may still be a bit blur haha i mean, lets face it, tact is also human nature but wat i want here is honesty. Pure, simple honest answers to the simple phrase "I miss u". So as u will see and have seen before, the different ways ppl answer that qns. And so without further delay, here are the results from my accomplice's blog:
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Results for the experiment:
Hehe.. i'm back again~
As you can see, my friend, Shad did this experiment too and lucky for me, everyone replied. Ok.. here it goes: The objective of this experiment is to find out how my frenz will reply/ wadz their reaction if they were to receive this particular sms from me:
"Good morning! :) What would you say if i told you that i miss you?"
I have to send this to 4 guys and 4 girls alrite.. but please lah.. like wad i said in my previous post.. i really do miss you guys ok? :)
Results:
Ok here are the results.. in order of who replied me first.. The replies are the exact replies i got from them ok? No modifications at all.
a) Girl 1
(She's my secondary school mate and i love her lots! She's one sweet girl who's active in sports and tarian. It's been sometime i din meet her, and yahh she told me i owe her a date haha!)
Reply: Haha..morning! i'd sae dat "i miz u 2" muahaha..
b) Guy 1
(He's my boss aka classmate of mine (he called me boss too) who's helpful and willing to help others.. he's hella good in programming and can be a joker. Enjoyed those times with him during my FYPJ @ Blk R)
Reply: O.o? Boss you msg correct person ma?
c) Guy 2
(My close buddy, being mentioned in this blog a few times before haha! You see, he lost his hp contacts.. so when i sent him this.. he was DAMN blur, as in he dunno who's the sender. I think he thot itz those chiobu gals =P But, he kinda suspected it was me.. smart guy huh.. Anyways, i guess itz a "wake up call dat he will never forget!" *evil laugh*)
Reply: Who r u?
But when he found out it was ME, he said he will reply this: "DIAO!"
d) Girl 2
(Ok, my classmate too.. those cheerful and loud type.. love to laugh alot.. and though i've not seen her for a month, trust me.. i can still remember how her ermm.. weird laughter sounds like =P Somehow, when she replied me this, i feel as though i'm her bf [>.<])
Reply: keke... i miz u too...
e) Guy 3
(Haha! This guy ah.. forever cheeky. Anoder classmate of mine. He thought i sent this sms to the wrong guy or something, so look at wad he replied me =.=")
Reply: Morning:) be cheeky abit la, ask him why!
Oh my goodness, he thot i'm sending it to who ahh?
f) Girl 3
(This girl ah.. alamak, i dunno wad to say abt her haha. She gave the most "longest" reply of all people hehe..)
Reply: Uh?
g) Girl 4
(My sweetest buddy~ Hope she's doing ok @ work too. Mei nu wor~)
Reply: Hm i miss u too! Lol u not online >_<
h) Guy 4
(Haha, he finally replied me. Hmm, i thot he will get the wrong idea or something.. u know.. guys are sensitive nowdays.. blahh.. cos he took a long time to reply.. 3 hours later!)
Reply: Hmm, hehe. Kinda miss you too. =P how's everything? Lama tak dgr brita?
(Tanslation: how's everything? Long time didn't hear from you)
Okay.. was shocked he replied dat way and guess wad? He called a few mins after he replied me, and he said i'm cheeky? Omg.. and i told him dat i sent this to other friends too. Wahaha.. and i asked him "you think i only sent to u izit?" He said, "No la.." wahaha.. wad was he thinking? He's at the workshop.. sending his fire bike for repair or something so he called to ask how i'm doing and all. How nice and thanks!
That's all for today.
So, ok Shad.. i've done my part hehe.
To all of u guys out there, don't treat it as if i'm playing a prank on u guys or anything ok.. haiz.. remember.. i DO miss u!
Wahaha bye!
Back to work fellas!
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So now you have seen the reactions n i have one thing to conclude from here. Notice that wen me, a guy, msged tat to my frens, the guys joked that they're not gay or for that one person, that he's gay too. To the gals, 1 thinks that i was playin ard, 2 thanked me for it n the last was basically blur.
But wen nadiah, a gal did it, i notice that many tend to say that she's cheeky. (tho i lyk the reply of guy 3, a very self aware person i think haha) So wat is this? Generalisation? A gal is deemed as cheeky wen she say this but wen aguy do it, all i got was the most a thank you.
Wat im saying is that does it means tat its okay to society wen a guy goes ard saying 'i miss u' to ppl while its a bit cheeky fo a gal to do a similar thing? Dun get me wrong, im not trying to defend nad here(in fact, i'll be the first to joke that she's cheeky) but the fact is, sumtyms i tink the way our society thinks is all wrong but wat can i do rite, afterall, this is the nature of the most intelligent species on earth, in other words, human nature.....
I'll be thinking of more experiments to do, n hopefully, i'll be able to do one soon. Bored ah haha....once again, even tho i may not noe u ppl, i'd lyk to thank those who participated in nad's experiment...
Outz....
Shad checked in on...Monday, January 16, 2006
Sunday, January 15, 2006
haizzz....
Strange things happenning....haiyoh...wen is it gona stop??? Most of u noe i injured my hand rite?? Well, the gd news is tat i finally think its strong enuf to open the bandage...yah but as usual, there's bad news. I re-injured it....
I was lying down in my wooden double decker bed while watching TV, as usual. Suddenly, the wooden layer of the upper deck which holds the mattress, came falling down on me...using my instinctsi held out both hands to block it. N i guess the pressure was too much for my newly recovered hand....its now in bloody pain again. I was really looking fwd to using my right hand again...Stupid....Juz wondering how the thing fell. I suspects those stuff that i complained abt cuz the thing tats hold the plank is secure....
Went to a gig in NYP last nite...bumped into several familiar faces there...n most of dem tot i injured my hand in a motorbike accident...the same wif my lecturer...i dun even have liscense sey haha...or mebi tats y they tot accident haha...well niways, wat a tym to get it injured...juz wen i was tinking of practising on the bike again...its been like 2 mths since i last ride. So despite the hurt in my hand, i went down for a ride...haha n guess wat? the damn bike won't start...i guess due to the cold weather. So tot i juz kick start it as my dad's bike uses an electric starter. But den i realise there was nuthing to kick start on haha apparently this was one of those model which doesnt have a kick start thingy. So my next option was to find the choke...n once again i cldnt find it...My dad's bike is so diff from the ones in ubi. But i guess on the plus side, its more comfortable for me. N tats a good things as chances of me gettin tat bike is high haha
So dissapointed i went up to call my dad, unfortunately for me my parents is not in spore so cldnt juz use my hp to kol my dad...went up n ask my dad y it wldnt start. He kinda scolded me for not warming up the engine earlier(they went off last monday). He oso cfm wif me tat it doesnt have a kick starter. N the funi thing, he doesnt noe whr the choke is!!!! sheesh haiz....so i kolled farhan up to ask him whr usually the choke is. He said that usually its on the handle but for my dad's bike he wasnt sure...So on a whimp, i went down again.
Again it wldnt start. So i tried smth, while turning the engine on, i turned the throttle n it started! haha was lyk damn hapi sia, at last can ride again...so as a warm up i went ard the carpark once but had to stop halfway thru cuz there was a car which was trying to park blocking my way. so while waiting for it to park i looked ard. Imagine my shock wen i saw there was a TP ard!!! haha she was checking a vans prakin coupon or smth n stop to look at me n turned away. I quickly ride off again wen the car was safetly parked. Quickly parked the bike n went up. Better not take the risk. Juz the other day my fad's sis was summoned for sitting on a bike. Apparently they can summon u for sitting on a bike alone without a liscense sheesh...singapore, everything oso saman...
Haiz...rotten luck man...haiz wish things wld improve...low on cash oso now tat my parents not in spore, i have to like cook n tend for myself. Not tat im not used to it, juz that usually i dun have to eat outside or buy food. But since my mum not here to cook, n tat i hardly have tym to cook before gg to sch, i have to eat outside. So kinda broke now...haiz....
Damn...Outz.....
Shad checked in on...Sunday, January 15, 2006
Thursday, January 12, 2006
A B C's of ex-girlfriends....
A
is for Arteries.
You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you.
B
is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and his eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!!
C
is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before.
D
is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained?
E
is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to call her that week and go see movies.
F
is for Friends. That is what she just wants to be. As if you can even stand to look at her. G
is for Gun. And yes there is a waiting period.
H
is for Horny. Remember when she looked nice and even had a personality? Well, you figure it out.
I
stands for I still hate her. Odds are I always will, unless she calls me and offers me favors.
J
stands for Jim. This is her new boyfriend. Doesn't Jim have a nice car ? Doesn't Jim have a good job? Why does Jim want to date her? I think Jim could do much better. I hate Jim. Jim is my mortal enemy.
K
stands for Kill.
L
is for Love. It's a great euphoric feeling that exists between two people and is shared upon by both parties.
L
is also for Lunatic. Lunatics are crazy. Lunatics are the last people that actually believe in love.
M
stands for Mephistophiles. That is who she worked for.
N
stands for Necropheliac. She didn't move very much, did she?
O
is for On top. When on top she has another O word.
P
is for Pill. She said she was on it. She lied. She is now sueing you for a few hundred bucks a month.
Q
is for Quitter. She couldn't last.
R
is for Rich little Bitch. She bought my love but I paid for it.
S
stands for Suffer. That's what she made me do.
T
is for torture. Torture is what she did. She tortured you with the truth. She also tortured you with lies.
U
is for Understatement. Saying you hate that bitch is an understatement.
V
is for Voluptuous. That is the primamry reason you were dating her in the first place.
W
stands for Whine. She was a pro at this.
X
is for Xylophone. Because X is always for xylophone.
Y
stands for You suck! Remember when she yelled that at you.
Z
stands for ZIPPER. This is what you got your hair stuck in while trying to get dressed too quickly while she yelled "QUICK! They're home!"
.
stands for period. Which is a couple of weeks late, because she lied to you about taking what P stands for. It also means you won't get any for a week.
Shad checked in on...Thursday, January 12, 2006
My condolences....
Gettin tired of answering ppl as to wat happen to my hand. Yah its injured. I have to have it bandaged. Its damn painful to even swing it wen i walk. Sian....but wat to do, shit happens. So juz in case ppl wondering, long story short, i fell. Lazy to tell the long story lah.
Wen ppl ask me abt wat happen to my hand the past few days, i juz answer "i injured it" haha lame i noe but i bored. But there was this once wen sumone(i dun remember who) "Did u injured ur hand???" Sheesh tot it was obvious man haha so i answered this person seriuzly, "no, i wearing this bandage cuz it's the latest in fashion" hahha
Niways, smth happened last week tat keep sticking in my mind. U see, after playing soccer, me hast rif fad n eqhmal went to bishan, near ahmad's hse cuz fad wanted to buy a ps2 controller n game. But wen we reach there, the shop was closed so we headed for J8. On the way there, while toking to hast, wen i heard sumone calling my name. It was cuming from the road so i turned to look. In the split second, i saw a guy on a bike waving at me n slowing down. So being polite i smiled n waved back. Everyone saw it n they asked me who it was after tat guy sped away. As usual, i had to answer "Duno..." haha i really duno who the hell it was man...
Mebi its stuck in my head cuz smth simmilar happened a few mths back. This tym it was at wlds. Me, hazwan, albert, wilson n james juz left Azie's hse after her Hari Raya open hse n was heading for the bus stop wen a guy who was ridin pillon on a bike called me n waved at me...Again, being the polite person that u am, i waved back. Hazwan also waved back for some reason n later told albert n gang that the guy waved at 'us' haha i din really nother to correct him haha let him be lah but i was sure i heard that guy calling "shad!" haha hmm juz wondering who those two ppl r haha but i hate the reaction i got from eqhmal riff n gang cuz they started the "wah u so popular" bit again...Especially mal who practically shouted out "Oh my god! My cuzin so ...." he din complete his sentence so i din noe wat he was gona say n i dun want 2 noe oso haha
Niways, been feeling kinda down now. Duno y lah...guess some tyms no matter how gd the tyms are, sad or bad things do happen. Which brings us to the title of my entry. Juz heard news early this evening that Bia's Grandad juz passed away two days ago. Well, my condolences to u bia, sorry to hear this peice of bad news. I noe u'll miss him cuz he stayed wif u for so long. Really sori. U chill aite. Be strong. If u need any cheering up, my line is always open....tc.
OUTZZZ....
Shad checked in on...Thursday, January 12, 2006
Monday, January 09, 2006
Consequences of a bored matgile...
Anyone remember me saying smth abt doin an experiment? Well, its all done n im gona blog all abt it now...I was bored so i decided to do an experiment...It was a simple one, tho i feared that some ppl mite get the wrong idea abt it. So i had to choose the ppl who im was gg to get involve wif this carefully. The ppl chosen are frens of mine who i tink can handle jokes well. Im not saying that those who i dun select cant take jokes cuz there r other factors to consider tho i will not mention here...too long to explain lah. The main thing is that i juz lyk to see how ppl react to smth that is usually said by a loved one to dem. Afterall, human r the most intelligent species on earth rite. So tis is definitely gona be interesting.
Niways, for god noes y, i decided upon the number 8. N to be fair, i made sure that it was gg to be 4 guys n 4 gals. And so i went thru my phonebook to see who wld be suitable for this experiment.
For privacy sake, im not gona name them. I'll juz refer to the guys as A, B, C & D and 1, 2, 3 & 4 for the gals. So here is wat happened....
I msged the unfortunate 8 this particular message(the exact same words, true to every single letter): Gd morn :)! Hey, wat wld u say if i told u tat i miss u...?
Thankfully, everyone replied to my msg within half an hour haha hear r the results for the guys 1st(*note, i din chg their answers. These r their actual answers. I copied every single letter n dots haha enjoy...):
A -a gd fren of mine whom has help me alot the past few years. Yah sure i have help him too recently but i still think i owe him alot so thank you for replying bro haha
Expected reply: Eh u dun anyhow tok eh!!! haha
Actual reply: sure or not.. haha.. foward message right.. haha very funny k bye bye..
B -im not really close to this guy tho i always joke ard wif him. He claims i lyk to make up stories abt him haha actually i juz lyk to pull his leg haha
Expected reply: U crazy ah?? (or somewhere along that line)
Actual reply: I would just say............................... Gd morning(yes he actually typed the dots tat long haha)
C -another gd fren of mine who i can usually joke wif. The onli malay guy among the lot(others are chi). Play music wif this guy once in a while...
Expected reply: Ko ok ke tak?(translation: u ok or not?) (or) somewhere along the lines of U crazy ah?
Actual reply:Hmm... I would say i'm sure u got the wrong no(*number*) or better the wrong guy. Cos i'm aint gay and i hope guys dun miss me. But if they do, like u... Thanks. (this guy long winded ah haha)
D -another guy who i usually joke ard wif. NIce guy tho ppl usually jokes tat he's gay n wats worst, it seems lyk to sum that i'm his partner haha
Expected reply: Miss u too (or) Buddy kidding rite (or) Hey, im not gay. (Depending on his mood haha)
Actual reply: Miss u too! Muaks! (haha see i can actually predict tis guy haha)
Well thats it for they guys. Actually, i forget to mention that i sent the message in alphabetical order but the din reply in order(indiscipline haha). A replied 1st followed by D den C and lastly b for the guys. Unsurpisingly, all 4 guys replied before the gals. For the gals, 2 replied 1st followed by 4 & 3 respectively with 1 being the slowest to answer. Practically 30 mins after A answer. tsk tsk tsk nuthing new tho, she often reply me late haha
1 -a former schmate of mine who i find easy to tok too. Nice gal. She thinks tat tricking her is my hobby haha
Expected reply: Jgn mengaruts ah(translation: dun nonsense) (or) Wats wrong wif u today??
Actual reply: Haha i wud say..ko boring eh(translation: u bored ah?)? Is tis one of ur tricks again? :p
2 -a fren who i got to noe in 2005, abt the same tym i got to noe B actually. Another one who can take my jokes. Nice gal tho she believe me too easily haha
Expected reply: Huh?? (or) u sure? (or somewhere along those lines)
Actual reply: i'll say.. "huh".. (another person i can predict haha)
3 -another person who i got to noe last yr ard the same tym as B n 2. Can joke wif her or rather "argue" wif her a lot haha
Expected reply: Dotz (the way she expresses herself wen she's speechless)
Actual reply: Morning... Haha... Izzit.. Thanks lor.. hee...
4 -a close fren of mine who i seldom tok to noe due to her busy schedule....
Expected reply: Yah i noe, i noe (or) yah u'r rite
Actual reply: Oh i'm nt surprise coz alot ppl miss me oso haha btw thx(see haha another predicted answer haha)
So thats all that happened...never before have i been thanked for missing sumone haha now 2 ppl did juz that. Well, juz to make things clear, i din do tis with the intention of playing ard, true i was bored but these ppl r my frens n i really do miss dem in away. As in miss disturbing dem haha niways, juz lyk to thank all 8 of my frens who helped me unknowingly. Hope i din offend u ppl in anyway. U guys r good ppl. God bless.... Thank you.
IN other news, i recently did a poll on the whether im shy or not and the results were astounding!!! Astonishingly, 91 out of 95 agreed that i am shy. This basically proves that i was rite all along....The minority who disagreed, mainly (in order of reply) Betsy, Azie, Amalina and Rabia must be feeling sore as they have always mantained a strong stance that i am not shy for what reasons i shall never understand. I guess some ppl juz have different opinions wif the rest of us hehehe
Thats all for today. Hoping to make more experiments soon. N oh yah, kinda hoping to find a female fren to do a similar experiment as i juz did above. Juz 1 2 see how ppl react when a gal do this haha anyone interested??? juz contact me aite hahaha
Outz....
Shad checked in on...Monday, January 09, 2006
Sunday, January 08, 2006
strange things are happening....
Strange things have been happening in my hse, wait, nope, let me correct that, in my room. I duno lah if its my room or am i juz beign disturbed. I dun usually blog abt these things but now i think i will start to cuz im not really sure how many of my frens actually believe wen i tell dem. Mebi im juz beign paranoid but i juz feel that behind my back, those who i usually tell of what i see, r thinking tat i juz have a wild imagination or making things up or exagerrating or juz plain scared. It really upsets me. I din choose to be able to see these things. N its not smth normal u noe. I mean if u see smth strange, u will be shocked wat...
Its not lyk that i see them everyday but im getting used to it slowly. Sum complain that my reaction is exagerrating. Well, mebi they shd experience it themselves n see how it feels lyk. Not knowing if wat u saw is real or juz ur imagination, not noeing if they're there to create mischief and so on....IM ONLY HUMAN FOR GOD'S SAKES....
Wat's been happening at home? Well actually it started out pretty harmless, bein waken up during my slp (as if sumone tap on my shoulders), havin nitemares abt them...but recently, it has gone a notch up. For example, niwdays, wen no one is at home, i wld be awaken by a knock on my room door n i can hear my sis calling my name as if she needs smth. So groggily i wld open the door only to realise wen i see no one there that im home alone...sheesh
Other tyms, my door wld suddenly close n open by itself...My tv is another nuisance. Sumtyms for no apparent reason, it will switch on by itself....creepy. But wat can i do??? haiz...juz keep praying i guess, got to admit, i hvnt been doin that much recently...gotta chg man, n not onli that...outz.....
Shad checked in on...Sunday, January 08, 2006
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Riffdi the Clown...
Had fever the other day, monday night but still went to sch on tues n weds...Even played soccer on weds...in the bloody rain haha so my fever got worst on thurs. Wed was kinda eventful...came to sch at ard 2...they told me start playing at 3. And so i was kinda bored reaching so early. Went ard sch disturbing my frens. Went down to the fypj labs, damn bored man so i approached KT and said, 'hey im'm bored' haha she very nice u noe haha she told me to take a chair, sit n tok haha so she ask me 1 2 tok abt wat? Bein the typical me, "Duno" haha i shy u noe...haiz wish ppl wld believe that...KT oso dun bliff so i called albert and he agreed wif me. He agreed that im shy, low profile and all...halfway thru this conversation, ben approached me asking me to do a survey haiz....com skill projects due soon i guess haha willingly i pass the paper to KT and if looks cld kill, i'd be dead by her stare haha...found out she can do multi-tasking. She can read comic, do survey, answer sms, tok alot2, laff and scold me all at the same tym...Amazing huh hahashe scolding me cuz i pass the form to her haha den ben said he needed 9 more females to do the survey. So to escape the scolding i was getting, i went to help he. Off i went to the quest of gettin females to do ben's survey haha...
The 1st unlucky one was mich, she juz happen to be there. Unlike KT, she did it wif no complaints haha next was Peici(duno if i spelled it rite) n her fren (I dun really noe her fren tho i noe she was in the same french class as me)...And while they were doin it, Betsy came in the lab from who noes where so without hesitation i tool another form from ben n wave it in her path n again, unlike KT, she juz said "oh" n took it without complains haha...see my frens all very nice haha so i brag to KT(bets did the form beside KT) see other ppl all so nice never scold2 haha
So 4 down 5 to go...at this pt, ben mentioned that he oso needed 2 more males to do the survey n juz so happen albert was there(but he oredy did it) wif his fren i quickily passed it to his fren. All this while ben tot i noe all of dem but actually sum of dem i dun really noe. Juz seen dem ard but who cares rite, this is a random survey afterall. Bert decided to help out abit by passing a form to nother male fren of his. So now, all males completed. By this tym most of the fypj student had to go for a tok so the lab was empty n no females to volunteer so we went to another lab n i saw Gui ying(duno if i got her name rite either) so me n bert quickly took 2 forms n pass it to her n her grp mate. # more to go....
After they did it, we really cldnt find any more gals there...all of dem went for a tok. So we decided to go to the fourth level...there i saw azie n LC but ben said they oredy did the survey...with time nearing 3 n the level looking empty with the exception of students of mr tan, i was getting kinda lazy to help out haha Den azie said that they were 3 gals at the front of the lab so we asked her to go approach dem since she's a gal too, u noe it'd be more comfortable for them i guess. So she when towards dem onli to come back halfway cuz she realise they were having lecon wif mr tan too...
At this point i tot, wat the heck, i 1 2 finish this now!(haha lyk fighting onli haha) So i took the 3 empty forms n approached Mr tan. "Sir, can i have the permission to disturb 3 of ur female students to do a survey?" How? Power or not? Brave or not? haha And here's wat he answered "Yes, u can disturb as many as u want" (In my heart) WTH!!! u make it sound lyk i want to flirt wif dem....sheesh but without complain, i went to the nearest unlucky 3....and in 5 mins, the job was completed...
Anyways, later on went to play soccer, wen it started to rain, they said last goal, last goal, who score win den go home....but the last goal never came....it was a heavy downpour man yet these ppl din stop. So i finally took off alone at 6. Chg into dry t-shirt(tho my jeans were still drenched) n went to meet fahmy at the shopping arcade. Need his help to pay my bill as i had onli cash wif me.
Niways later i rejoined the guys for slacking...We went to bishan n had a meal at KFC before gg some where else to slack. Here was the crazy part, we were making fun of rif cuz he told us he cldnt go out tis sat(today) cuz he had a bday party to attend. It was the same excuse last week so we started mocking him saying he was a hired clown and all...wat surprised us was that later as we slack along a pavement near bishan mrt, he was standing in front of us n we asked him to dance lyk a clown and he did! hahaha den we ask him to do it wen ppl walk past and alot of other stuff too n he did it! haha This from sumone who claims he got stage fright haha....u all shd have seen him man, its was so funny. Hard to describe...u had to be there hahaha....pity those who missed his performance of a lyftym hahaha...
PS -gona do an experoment soon, hope all those involve will participate hahaha
Shad checked in on...Saturday, January 07, 2006
Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy(???) New Year....
Well, its the new year. So before i start crapping, wish u ppl(whoever reading) a happy new year. Hope u all enjoyed all the celebrations u ppl had, where ever tat was n whoever it was wif.
Anyway, i spent my new years in the bus together wif Roma, Ahmad, Rifdi and Eqhmal. We were on our way to changi village. Wanted to slack at the beach...we tried to cheer each other up as sumhow it was obvious tat sum of us was a teensy weensy bit down...we did kinda lame things while waiting for the bus. Not surprisingly, i kick things off haha i rmb saying "wah the bus damn slow, at this rate next year den reach...." mind u it was 11.42 and we reach there 11.36 the last bus was at 11.45
And so the mood was kinda quiet after tat. The beach was full and there was hardly any wind. Kinda dissapointing as we were looking fwd to enjoying sea breeze or is it land breeze whicheber is at nite lah. Long tym never take geography ah hahah
Any way, as usual at the begining of every new year, ppl start to reflect abt the past year. I cant say that the previous year has been that great to me. 2 be truthful, wen i think abt the past year, more bad/sad than happy incidents happened to me. Im not complaining tho, juz that sometyms i juz wish i can make things better. haiz...duno lah
I rather not tok abt the bad/sad things here so let me juz highlight my high points or achievements this year. Well, everyone noes i love music, so im thankfull that i manage several performances tis year, even tho it wasnt wif my band. The tinitus effect got 3rd for bandzout. We perform at SEG's national day celebration. I perform at Wala-Wala bar wif chum bucket for the power jam auditions. Overall, it was a gd experience. For my own band, we had 2 new members. First beign roma at drums n to share lead n rythm wif fad, we got rif.
Personally i think that our band line up now got the potential to play great music but luck n tym have not been that kind to us. Its frustrating to suck at somethung even tho u put in so muchh effort into it. Well, we dun actually suck lah but i noe we r capable of playing 10 tyms better den wat we play now. Hope we onli go uphill from here.
Social, i made several new frens last year. Ding yu, Fahmy Dao Xing, Mei juan, june, betsy, kt and so much more....im happy that im able to make so much new frens tis yr. So thankful that they oso want 2 befreind me.
Academic wise, i'm really grateful i manage to clear all my subjects for the last two sems. Really hate codings n shit haha
On my way home this morn, i was listening to my songs on my mp3 player. My song 'Come back to me' juz happen to play at random n i tot, tis song is a gd sum up of my year in a way. Duno how to explain lah....
I wonder if u think of me,
Or am i just what u see,
As a distant memory,
And now im torn up inside,
I cant believe that u're gone,
Im drowning in the hurt u left behindIf you own a brain and use it too,
You gotta know i have a crush on you.
I'm a sucker for a level headed girl with a pretty smile
She gots to have ideas, yeah, and she gots to have style
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you areSo tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
And last but not least, i'd juz lyk to say, 'May the new year be just as fucked up as the last'
PS-Wats the use of thinking abt sumone so much when she/he doesnt think of u
Shad checked in on...Monday, January 02, 2006