Monday, January 02, 2006

Happy(???) New Year....

Well, its the new year. So before i start crapping, wish u ppl(whoever reading) a happy new year. Hope u all enjoyed all the celebrations u ppl had, where ever tat was n whoever it was wif.

Anyway, i spent my new years in the bus together wif Roma, Ahmad, Rifdi and Eqhmal. We were on our way to changi village. Wanted to slack at the beach...we tried to cheer each other up as sumhow it was obvious tat sum of us was a teensy weensy bit down...we did kinda lame things while waiting for the bus. Not surprisingly, i kick things off haha i rmb saying "wah the bus damn slow, at this rate next year den reach...." mind u it was 11.42 and we reach there 11.36 the last bus was at 11.45

And so the mood was kinda quiet after tat. The beach was full and there was hardly any wind. Kinda dissapointing as we were looking fwd to enjoying sea breeze or is it land breeze whicheber is at nite lah. Long tym never take geography ah hahah

Any way, as usual at the begining of every new year, ppl start to reflect abt the past year. I cant say that the previous year has been that great to me. 2 be truthful, wen i think abt the past year, more bad/sad than happy incidents happened to me. Im not complaining tho, juz that sometyms i juz wish i can make things better. haiz...duno lah

I rather not tok abt the bad/sad things here so let me juz highlight my high points or achievements this year. Well, everyone noes i love music, so im thankfull that i manage several performances tis year, even tho it wasnt wif my band. The tinitus effect got 3rd for bandzout. We perform at SEG's national day celebration. I perform at Wala-Wala bar wif chum bucket for the power jam auditions. Overall, it was a gd experience. For my own band, we had 2 new members. First beign roma at drums n to share lead n rythm wif fad, we got rif.

Personally i think that our band line up now got the potential to play great music but luck n tym have not been that kind to us. Its frustrating to suck at somethung even tho u put in so muchh effort into it. Well, we dun actually suck lah but i noe we r capable of playing 10 tyms better den wat we play now. Hope we onli go uphill from here.

Social, i made several new frens last year. Ding yu, Fahmy Dao Xing, Mei juan, june, betsy, kt and so much more....im happy that im able to make so much new frens tis yr. So thankful that they oso want 2 befreind me.

Academic wise, i'm really grateful i manage to clear all my subjects for the last two sems. Really hate codings n shit haha

On my way home this morn, i was listening to my songs on my mp3 player. My song 'Come back to me' juz happen to play at random n i tot, tis song is a gd sum up of my year in a way. Duno how to explain lah....

I wonder if u think of me,
Or am i just what u see,
As a distant memory,


And now im torn up inside,
I cant believe that u're gone,
Im drowning in the hurt u left behind

If you own a brain and use it too,
You gotta know i have a crush on you.
I'm a sucker for a level headed girl with a pretty smile
She gots to have ideas, yeah, and she gots to have style


I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise
But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far


So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door


And last but not least, i'd juz lyk to say, 'May the new year be just as fucked up as the last'

PS-Wats the use of thinking abt sumone so much when she/he doesnt think of u

Shad checked in on...Monday, January 02, 2006