Thursday, January 19, 2006

Pasar malam

Riff: "Is this a fucking pasar mlm?"

Me: "No, i think its juz a normal one...."

Hahaha was walkin to S11 in amk after playin soccer yest wen past by a small area wif make shift stalls. Lyk riff, im not sure if its a pasar mlm too but we sure laffed our self silly. Not tat the joke was tat funny, juz tat we had so much fun tat small joke lyk tat oso very funi to us. kinda tired man...been slping very little lately.

Had a test juz now which i totally forgot abt. Tot it was gg to be tmr....so wen sch early n did sum revision. It was from chap 5-7. Was starting on chap 7 wen my fren came over n asked me a personal qns. Totally caught me off guard. Cldnt answer...had to say duno. Apparently tat was the correct answer tho...cldnt study after that....

Tat question made me started thinking. Y do i do all those stuff for ***************? Doesnt make sense. Haiz, guess i am stupid afterall. How i wish i wasnt stuck....Or do i? Sumone once said to me "mebi u cant move on cuz u dowan too..." Is tat true? Am i purposely hanging on to this state of hopelessness n hurt? And if i am, does tat mean tat im stupid? Afterall, who wants to get hurt rite?

So is my intelligence low? I duno. Fucking heart pain. Shd i trust human intelligence or human emotions? Duno how to answer oso....

Niways, becareful what u wish for, u juz mite get it...this goes out to ppl who lyk surprises wakaka...

N hapi belated 20th n 19th birthday to azie n bia respectively....take care well now that u two more wiser haha

Outz.....

Shad checked in on...Thursday, January 19, 2006