Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Kids...
Went to my aunt's place last sat, the one in pasir ris. Hse no. 69 if sum of u rmb...niways, there were quite a number of us tat day, me n fad actually came over to help her hubby re-arrange some furniture. We asked eqhmal n syafiq along to help but they came late. N i duno how news got ard but wen sadiq, sabiq n hisham heard we were gg to slp over there, they busybodily came too. We din mind having them, juz tat annoyed tat they wanted to join in the fun but none of them had the initiative to come earlier to help us...haiz...
Niways, sabiq is onli 7 years old, so he was kinda the baby there. No surprise that me n fad had to take extra care of him. He is kinda stubborn, it was oredy 2am n he din want to slp. Haiz...
The reason y im writing is this cause putting him to slp really remind me of my younger days...
U see, wen i was younger, many of my younger cousins were very attached to me. I guess the 1st n the closest was a young syafiq. We r 5 yrs apart. during my pre-pri sch days, my mum use to send me over to my granny's place(Syafiq fam stays wif my granparents). So since me n him was the onli children ard, we kinda click. I oso used to slp over his house alot n one thing i rmb was him always waking me up by jumping ard the bed n shouting haha he was cute man...
2 years later, his younger bro, sadiq, was born...and it was the same routine all over again. The onli difference was that this tym ard, sadiq was waking me n syafiq up haha...
Also, few years ago, wen my uncle on my dad's side was having financial probs n so had to stay at my hse for a short while. He had a 2 year old daughter name ayuni. She's very cute...but arent all children are? haha niways, i was doing my O's for the 1st tym tat yr, n i had a lot of trouble...haha mainly is due to how attached she was to me. She too keep waking me up very early in the morning even wen i slpt very late at nite studying. There was once i slpt over farhan's place. Well i din really slp, more lyk study the nite long. Well, we planned to study but end up playing gitar haha niways, that nite my mum kolled me as ayuni was searching for me haha so had to tok to her on the fone for a few minits.
The next afternoon wen i reach home, i was surprise to find some of my relatives at my place...before i cld 'salam' them, ayuni ran to the door n shouted "ABANG!!" haha yah tats wat she kolled me. So i had to carry her ard while i 'salam' my relatives...i planned to go to slp since i din slp the day before but ayuni wldnt leave me alone. In the end i manage to convince her to slp nect to me. Wen i woke up, she wasnt next to me nemore. My mum told me tat she lie beside me awake, not slping. It took her dad to convince her to go out to eat. N by the tym i wake up, she was slping.
Actually, the 1st tym my uncle's fam came to my hse, ayuni was very attached to her dad. She wldnt go anywhr without her dad, even to the toilet. Even her mum cldnt make her eat. Only her dad cld tell her wat to do. A daddy's gal i guess. but after 1 week, she got attached to me n after that, it was either me or her dad...
Nowadays, children tend to be scared of me. Mebi cuase of my 'fierce' face...i duno so i kinda miss those tyms...1st syafiq, sadiq, jayanthi n her bro achivan and lastly ayuni....for those who duno, jayanthi n achivan are the children of my dad's best fren. So they are like god bro n sis to me tho im closer to jayanthi....now, the younger generation lyk my nephews Danials(there's 2 of them haha), ramdan n my niece Dayana, are not close to me. Well i have one more nephew, Iman who was very attached to me but i seldom meet him nowadays. U noe wat, come to think of it, actually ramdan is not my nephew, he is my niece's, Hidayah son which makes me my grandchild.
Haiz...the onli regret i have is that i dun have pictures taken wif dem wen they were young due to my dislike of taking fotos haha...now most of dem are all grown up n i dun have a songle foto taken wif dem...y am i repeating this? i duno haha
OUTZ.....
"I know that you'll never love me... I know that I'm a monster... But you treat me like a man... And so i thank you for that..."
Shad checked in on...Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Everything Sucks...
All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you,
Come on over,
Watch the late show,
Stay up talking until two
Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along
Everything sucks when you're gone,
Everything sucks when you're gone
A dream of our reunion makes me crazy just to think,
How so very far away you are,
My hope begins to sink
Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along
Everything sucks when you're gone,
Everything sucks when you're gone
It's not ok,
I've baked dinner here for two,
And it's not ok,
I've got candles lit for you,
And It's not ok,
I've got you're favorite records out,
And it's not ok,
You should have let it be,
And ran after me
Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along
Everything sucks when you're gone,
(I want you! I need you!)
Everything sucks when you're gone
(I want you! I need you!) [x2]
Shad checked in on...Thursday, February 09, 2006
Monday, February 06, 2006
A week of slacking....
Damn tired now, been slacking for nearly everyday the past week. Not enuff slp sia...Haiz, lets see....
It all began wif the long cny weekend...Well, actually i din really slack last fri n sat but my cuzin got engaged last sat so i was out. N yeah i cut my hair on sat too n tat got a big reaction from my frens, wonder y....
Niways, fad was telling me tat he wanted to go penin on sun to chg his guitar strings. He said his fren An was following. Not wanting to be the xtra wheel, i asked roma along. Somehow me n roma decided to mit earlier. On the way there i sumhow got the msg tat An wasnt coming tho i dun rmb how. N so on a whim, i contacted Ahmad to join us.
Seeing how it was cny, we forgot tat the shop was closed so in the end, me roma, fad n mad slack at esplanade till late nite...it was there tat me n fad rmbered tat we had to take care of our granny the next nite as our aunt went off on a holiday. Wanting more fun, we asked roma to join us n he did...
So we kinda sneaked him in tat following monday nite as we din tell our parents tat he wld be comin haha had lots of fun man. Mostly we played PS2 thru out the nite. Fad fell aslp at ard 4. So me n roma continued playing till early morn. U see roma planned to go off at the 1st bus but we got so engrossed in the game tat he finally left at 7. haha i had to smuggle him out haha funny man...
Niways i fell aslp at ard 8 after cleaning up abit. Woke up at ard 11 plus n played gitar abit. At 1 roma called to cfm abt slacking later at town wif amal n gang. Once again we planned to mit earlier. This tym ard, irma(his gf) went along...Met amal, rosz n minah at ard 7-8...slack the whole tym. Bumped into radhi(rosz bro) n his fren there n they join us for awhile...went home at 11+ as usual...watch a movie n fell aslp ard 4-5 till i woke up late n missed my med check up haha
Since i din have to do anythin at home decided to go sch cuz did plan to slack wif the gang later. reach sch ard 2+ slack wif fahmy, played gitar n bumped into azie n lc later at ard 5+ din noe they were still in sch, tot they had gone home for the day. So went to bishan later on n slacked wif the usual suspects, fad, roma, has, rif n eqhmal. Slack till late as usual. Laffed out hearts out n made plans for session the next day.
Reached home ard 12 tat nite. Watch another movie while doin my tutorials...yeah for the 1st tym...finished everything up at ard 3.30...damn slpy by then so went to slp strait....had to wake up by 6.30 as i had morning class the next day. So onli had 3 hrs of slp. Went to sch, reached on tym, again a 1st haha n guess what, turns out, my lessons were cancelled! Sheesh damn pissed man... so slack in sch till abt 2 n went off wif fahmy to town area...later on followed fad to penin to chg his strings den went to riff hse for session. Met up wif mal n roma there. Went we arrived, hast had to leave so din see much of him tat day...but made plans wif himto come the nxt day...
So we session all nite long n went to slp ard 5-6. Woke up at ard 11 n started playing PS2 till hast came at ard 2-3...he said he saw fahmy in sch n ask him to come along...n he did...he joined us at ard 6...hast had to leave ard 7 so we continued our session till ard 9. Fahmy headed for home while me fad n rif slacked under rif's blk. There we tok abt the band n came upon the decision tat we needed fahmy's expertise for our band. For those who duno oredy, tat guy is a pro wen it comes to plucking. So later tat nite after getting the green lite from all my band members, i asked him to join the band n he fortunately accepted. So now we r a 5 piece band...
n So saturday came. Went to sam's cny open hse den headed for town to meet up wif amal n gang again. They wanted to see chingay. Wasnt exactly interested but was bored so, yeah. Actually met up wif roma at yishun 1st b4 meeting the rest. So meet up wif amal, rosz, minah An, hazwan n a few of amal's fren who i dun really noe lyk ana, phat n few others.
Niways, twas a pity An had to leave earlier to pick his gal up. Long tym din see him. But the rest slack till pretty late. Fadillah n Isk oso came later but we had to leave shortly after tat...Once again reach home ard 12+....my hse lyk hotel sia wakaka
For today, roma came over my hse to play PS@...finally completed the Warriors game wakaka fun man...
So u see i've been slacking for 1 week non stop...kinda tired now...exam coming soon...must start studyin...or at least i hope i can start hahaha....
OUTZ......
Shad checked in on...Monday, February 06, 2006