Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Kids...

Went to my aunt's place last sat, the one in pasir ris. Hse no. 69 if sum of u rmb...niways, there were quite a number of us tat day, me n fad actually came over to help her hubby re-arrange some furniture. We asked eqhmal n syafiq along to help but they came late. N i duno how news got ard but wen sadiq, sabiq n hisham heard we were gg to slp over there, they busybodily came too. We din mind having them, juz tat annoyed tat they wanted to join in the fun but none of them had the initiative to come earlier to help us...haiz...

Niways, sabiq is onli 7 years old, so he was kinda the baby there. No surprise that me n fad had to take extra care of him. He is kinda stubborn, it was oredy 2am n he din want to slp. Haiz...

The reason y im writing is this cause putting him to slp really remind me of my younger days...

U see, wen i was younger, many of my younger cousins were very attached to me. I guess the 1st n the closest was a young syafiq. We r 5 yrs apart. during my pre-pri sch days, my mum use to send me over to my granny's place(Syafiq fam stays wif my granparents). So since me n him was the onli children ard, we kinda click. I oso used to slp over his house alot n one thing i rmb was him always waking me up by jumping ard the bed n shouting haha he was cute man...

2 years later, his younger bro, sadiq, was born...and it was the same routine all over again. The onli difference was that this tym ard, sadiq was waking me n syafiq up haha...

Also, few years ago, wen my uncle on my dad's side was having financial probs n so had to stay at my hse for a short while. He had a 2 year old daughter name ayuni. She's very cute...but arent all children are? haha niways, i was doing my O's for the 1st tym tat yr, n i had a lot of trouble...haha mainly is due to how attached she was to me. She too keep waking me up very early in the morning even wen i slpt very late at nite studying. There was once i slpt over farhan's place. Well i din really slp, more lyk study the nite long. Well, we planned to study but end up playing gitar haha niways, that nite my mum kolled me as ayuni was searching for me haha so had to tok to her on the fone for a few minits.

The next afternoon wen i reach home, i was surprise to find some of my relatives at my place...before i cld 'salam' them, ayuni ran to the door n shouted "ABANG!!" haha yah tats wat she kolled me. So i had to carry her ard while i 'salam' my relatives...i planned to go to slp since i din slp the day before but ayuni wldnt leave me alone. In the end i manage to convince her to slp nect to me. Wen i woke up, she wasnt next to me nemore. My mum told me tat she lie beside me awake, not slping. It took her dad to convince her to go out to eat. N by the tym i wake up, she was slping.

Actually, the 1st tym my uncle's fam came to my hse, ayuni was very attached to her dad. She wldnt go anywhr without her dad, even to the toilet. Even her mum cldnt make her eat. Only her dad cld tell her wat to do. A daddy's gal i guess. but after 1 week, she got attached to me n after that, it was either me or her dad...

Nowadays, children tend to be scared of me. Mebi cuase of my 'fierce' face...i duno so i kinda miss those tyms...1st syafiq, sadiq, jayanthi n her bro achivan and lastly ayuni....for those who duno, jayanthi n achivan are the children of my dad's best fren. So they are like god bro n sis to me tho im closer to jayanthi....now, the younger generation lyk my nephews Danials(there's 2 of them haha), ramdan n my niece Dayana, are not close to me. Well i have one more nephew, Iman who was very attached to me but i seldom meet him nowadays. U noe wat, come to think of it, actually ramdan is not my nephew, he is my niece's, Hidayah son which makes me my grandchild.

Haiz...the onli regret i have is that i dun have pictures taken wif dem wen they were young due to my dislike of taking fotos haha...now most of dem are all grown up n i dun have a songle foto taken wif dem...y am i repeating this? i duno haha

OUTZ.....

"I know that you'll never love me... I know that I'm a monster... But you treat me like a man... And so i thank you for that..."

Shad checked in on...Tuesday, February 21, 2006