*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

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    Tuesday, November 28, 2006



    My Lyf Story....



    A scene from my work place...

    D: Hey, u noe of any scary shows playing in the cinema rite now?

    Me: Yeah, Happy Feet...its damn scary...

    D(rolling his eyes): Yah, yah that's sooo~ scary...

    Me: It sure is, imagine u go to the zoo or smth den suddenly a bunch of penguins start toking to u....creepy

    D: Eh, yah hor...that wld be scary

    Haha...thats how work is nearly everyday here...juz a few more days...this thurs wld be my laast day. I get along well wif the guys here so u'd tink tat i'll miss this job...nah, Its too fucked up...

    Sure all customer service job are the same, u get gd customers n bad ones...but somehow, it seems lyk i can barely tolerate some of the customers here...There have been tyms wen i nearly lost my temper...n once i actually ignored a very rude 10-12 yr old boy in front of his mom.

    What can i say, some ppl are juz plain unreasonable. They actually have the guts to scold us who r helping them out wen we r not at fault. N there was oso one instance wen the woman din read instructions properly n started toking rudely to me. I nearly just lost it man...had to ctrl...but even then i asnwered back rudely to...i mean fuck u, don go complaining to me abt u having to make a 2nd trip here becuz u din bring the proper documents bitch.

    Haiz, i guess lyf is juz full of up n downs huh....

    My Lyf Story by MxPx:

    I was on my way
    To be with you today
    well you know it's true
    Because I wouldn't lie to you

    First my car broke down
    So then I had to hitch a ride
    I was almost there
    When the motor died

    Don't hate me forever
    I'm better late than never
    I failed you
    I'm sorry
    That's simply my life story

    I know it's much too late
    To take you on a date
    I know that it's no use
    But this is my excuse

    I was in a plane
    And it was falling from the sky
    I knew I had to survive
    So I could say goodbye

    You change your mind
    Like I change the time
    That I was gonna call you
    Or say I was about to
    You change your mind
    Like I change the time
    I said that I would be there
    But then I didn't have a thing to wear


    Shad checked in on...Tuesday, November 28, 2006




    Monday, November 20, 2006



    Self-Destruction



    Sometyms i wonder, am i a good personor a bad person? As in, do the ppl ard me hate me? Or mebi im juz tolerable. It seems lyk the onli logical explaination of why i always seem to hang out or stick ard wif the same few person...namely roma n fad.

    Y the sudden reflection? Well, cuz i feel hurt rite now. I have a fren who i feel very much indebted too. we used to be close but things chg. I noe i have to live wif the chges cuz chges will happen no matter wat. But it really hurts wen i offer a token of appreciation for helping me so much in the past n was turned down.

    All i did was ask if it was possible for us to meet up for a short while before i serve my natinal service, my treat. I really dun see any harm in this. But apparently, she doesn't agree. The onli reason she agreed to meet me initially was cuz she wanted to return some cds of mine which she borrowed. N even then, it was more lyk meet up for a few mins to pass the cds n leave...so, Am i tat bad of a person?

    Sometyms i do wonder if the frenship we shared meant a thing to her now. I duno, I'm sick now...mebi tat's y i'm so pissed off abt this.


    So, my kind audience who may hate or not lyk me too much, sit back n njoy. And pls, WATCH ME SELF-DESTRUCT............


    Shad checked in on...Monday, November 20, 2006