Thursday, June 21, 2007

Mirror , mirror on the wall...

Blurness. What causes it? i really duno but its a thing that i feel all suffer from haha it even happens to the smartest of us. Really...i guess thats one thing in this lyf thats not prejudice hehe A few days ago, while on the way to my aunt's clinic, i started thinking abt stuff, n an incident kept on playing n playing in my head. This incident had blurness involved in it n i cldnt stop smiling to myself alone in the train...i guess it help maintain the crazy mood i've been in the past week ( i called farhan last monday n he insisted that i was drunk wakaka). Being nice, i wont mention names but after thinking abt that person's blooper, i started thinking abt bloopers from my frens and myself...yes i admit, i've been a victim of blurness as well....

On one of those "rare" occasion, i was slacking wif roma and sadiq. It was ard 9+ and sadiq said he had to go. Without thinking i said "relax ah, the young is still early..." Imagine the stares i got from both of dem lol...well, blurness is a source of fun sometyms so just for fun, im gonna do a poll rite here to those who happen to read my blog. I'm gonna list down some incidents when ppl who are or had once been close to me experience this thing call blurness. I chose these ppl cuz i noe they r ez gg n wont mind laffing at small stuff but juz to be safe, i wont mention names...So to any reader out there, njoy n choose ur fav...feel free to share or keep it to urself...

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, who's the blurest of them all.....

Incident A: I was planning a gath early this yr n was contacting a long lost fren of mine. I onli had her home number since her old hp number was not in use. But being her, she was hardly home. So after some tries, i gave up calling n instead left my hp number wif her mom in hopes that she will contact me in tym for the gath,

Well it worked, she called me back n turns out she cldnt come but said she does 1 2 keep contact. So here's wat she said n my reply...(keep in mind she called my hp)

Her: "Do u have a HP or smth that i can contact u at...?"

(Silence from me for lyk 4-5 secs) Her: "Hello?"

Me: "Erm....what number did u call?"

Her: "OH YAH..."

haha i really duno wat she was thinking. I knew she was talkative but din noe she was blur as well....

Incident B: While having a gath wif a grp of ppl, i end up distrubing another old fren of mine. Now this gal i noe is somewhat of a blur Queen but i juz din noe how blur she was....

I cant really rmb wat i was ribbing her abt but i knew i ended up singing the S-O-T-O-N-G song n she whacked me n said...(btw, this is a translated version)

Her: "Oi!, im not the sotong ok, rosz is." Turning to a fren, she asked for assurance in a very innocent way "Rite?"

God, me n a few others just burst out laffing man...she was lyk proving my point haha

Incident C: Me and a couple of my frens were slacking when one of my them turn to fad n statred calling him out loud. Everyone else except for fad turned n look at her n started laffing...y? cuz this is wat she said...

Her: "Shad." (No answer) "Shad!" (No answer) "SHAD!"

I was sitting opposite her at that tym n looked at her from the 1st tym she called out my name n was wondering wth....speechless haha

Incident D: While on the fone wif a fren of mine, she was contemplating whether she wanted to go work or skip...she was suppose to start work at 6 n it was oredy 5++ so in the end she decided to go but an hour late. This is what she said...(once again, translated version)

Her: "Nvm ah, i work from 7 to 10 ah. At least 4 hrs ok wat..."

Me: "4hrs?"

Her: "yah..."

Me: "7 to 10?"

Her (sounding irritated now): "Yah, 7 to 10. 4 HRS"

Sheesh haha i kept quiet initally cuz she really sounded tired but i cldnt help myelf hehe i asked her if she failed her maths b4 i started laffing my ass off hehe...

Incident E: As i said, blurness is not prejudice so this incident will not be abt a gal just to prove that blurness does not excuse anyone...


After a gig, my bandmates, me n some frens decide to stay overnite at a certain reservoir near thompson. I'll be nice n not reveal the place hehe...While walking towards the place an unique fren of mine pull me back n started asking me...(fyi, we had just pass a shell station)

Him (whispering): "Do u think there will be an ATM machine there?"

Seriuzly, i cldnt do anythign but just stared at him in disbelief haha i guess he was whispering cuz he din 1 the others to hear but unfortunately everyone did n everyone started laffing haha...

Incident F: This happen to one of my closest fren ever..the gal in incident B was invovled in this one too but fortunately she wasnt the blur one here...

5 of us were slacking at esplanade that fatefull nite. We were bored and the gals suggested to play truth or dare but since majority of us wasnt in the mood to do any dares, we settled for a game of truth or...truth?

Well as fate wld have is, this close fren of mine who most consider him as my bst fren, had to ask the gal in incident B a qns. Knowing how sharp my fren's tongue can be at tyms, the rest of us was expecting a somewhat funny qns...here's what happened...

Him: "K, *****, y are u so tall?"

Her: "Because of my genes i guess..."

At this point the rest of us was smilling politely at how lame the qns was den this came...

Him (fyi, he wasnt joking): "So u mean to say if u wearing skirt u wld be short ah?"

I look at him in utter shock before laffing out loud man...i mean, this guy of all ppl...most of the tym he's my partner in crime yet....haha

Incident G: This happen while me n my frens was slacking somewhr near esplanade. One of them was toking abt his silat n how he may have a chance to represent spore in the upcoming sea games. We were saying how fun it wld be lyk if he got the bonuses. He was dreaming abt getting a million bucks. So i posed him the qns what wld he do wif that sum of money...here's wat he said...

Him: "if i got 1 million bucks, i give my parents 500,000 bucks each man. Then the rest i use to set up a business..."

Me: "Eh wait, the rest u set up a business?"

Him: "yah sia"

Me: "Lyk that confirm bankrupt..."

Him: "Wah lau, u bad sia..."

Me: "No seriuzly, u give ur parents 500,00 bucks each, means u aint got no money left...how 2 set up business??? haha"

I dun think there is a need to explain this further haha

I guess lyf is funny that way, cuz this type of shit happens even to the best of us. We wont noe how it hit us. It'll make us laff, be speechless or juz plain shake our heads. but main thing is that it cheers us up a little. thats y i love slacking/lepaking alot. cuz if u notice, majority of these incidents happen while im slacking. N trust me, there's many more tat i cant rmb rite now. Slacking is the best.

Y do i say this all of a sudden? Cuz reccently a fren of mine said to me that I was a "mat" n i hang out wif the "mats & minahs" n wonder y we lyk to lepak so much. I told him mat is juz short for muhammad. Dun need to generalise things. I dun really care if ppl wants to call me mat or not. Seriuzly it doesnt bother me. Abt the 2nd part, Y i lyk to "lepak" so much...? The answer is simple...some call it lepak, some call it chilling some call it slacking some call it hanging out. Call it wat u want, its the same bloody thing n everyone is guilty cuz everyone does it. Dun look down on ppl juz cuz they call it lepak...cuz u go slacking. Its the same blody thing. Just in different language. Basic principle of all those things is to relax n have fun. Dun blame me for wanting that cuz i noe u do it too haha

OUTZ....

Shad checked in on...Thursday, June 21, 2007

Thursday, June 14, 2007

On Fine Day

I had intended to blog abt my crazy day today, a day full of pranks, jokes n basically juz funny stuff but i feel that mebi i shd adress smth more impt.

Its abt this certain gal. I duno if u still read my blog but I'm just got write this down anyways.

I must say that i am slightly offended by u asking me to stop wat i'm doing cuz this is going nowhere. Dun get me wrong, I'm not offended by the nowhere part, that i know. I'm offended by u saying stop wat im doing. Cuz frankly im not sure wat u toking abt.

I think back, the last tym we tok was last tuesday. Seriuzly, i can't think of anything that makes u say that cuz i treated u lyk i wld to a normal fren. The most was i teased u wif a few ppl who i wont mention names here. Mebi u mistook it for jelousy. Now, i'm not gg to pretend that my feelings for you is gone but my teasing, it isnt jelousy of any sort. It was typical me. I like to tease n joke ard. Rmb when teratai had dilema of who to choose? Rmb me teasing her lyk there's no tmr? That's just what i do...

Frankly, yeah i do have feelings for you but lyk i said b4, i accept the fact that im onli a fren and nuthing more. U can ask roma if u dun bliff me. Why, just last wk i had this conversation wif him abt me giving up hope and wanting to move on. N when i say i accepted my role as a fren, i really mean it. i bear no jelousy to those guys cuz i noe u're gonna end up wif someone. Sooner or later. I hole no grudges of any sort. I swear.

I had the urge to assure you just now thru sms. To explain to u how I'm feeling now but i tot otherwise. Cuz 1stly, i dun think u were in the mood to listen my explaination. 2ndly, i guess if thats wat u wanted den....

The reason y i keep quiet when u tok abt guys is simply cuz i just duno wat to say. I mean, cmon, im a guy sia, wat can i possibly say? I dun even say much when one of my bro tok to me abt how cute or pretty or sexy a gal is. The onli tym i usually say smth is if they ask me for advise on certain gals...Seriuzly, there's no more jelousy. Just acceptance. And acceptance, u may find out, is a strong emotion.

I duno, mebi u get the idea of me being jelous cuz i sound irritated, To be honest, i sound that way cuz of the way u answer me sometyms. I mean cmon, sometyms i tok to u nicely and all i get is "jgn kaypoh"...Seriuzly, is that how u answer ur other frens? U say its hard to go back to normal frens? Mebi its cuz u noe abt my feelings for u. Seriuzly, forget abt that. I mean, when was the last tym i brought it up? I cant rmb.

Abt those other stuff lyk wake up kols n stuff. I do that for other ppl too. I even offered teratai in front of u once. It got nuthing to do wif how i feel. Abt nagging at u wen u cabut sch? God, ask roma at the number of tyms i did tat to him. Ask him how i pestered him to go back to sch wen he quit...I care cuz tats wat frens do.

When u smsed me this afternoon saying mebi we shd stop toking on the fone now, i seriuzly wanted to argue my case. Cuz 1stly, to me, ending it this way wld simply make things more awkward. I mean give me tym to prove that im not hoping for anything more den frens. I duno mebi u just need the space. Its ok...

More importantly y i dun 1 this 2 stop...? The reason is simple. I guess i juz need a companion to tok too. I admit, i noe loads of ppl but the problem is there's onli a handful who i can really tok too. N those ppl happen to be roma, teratai, ahmad, yazid and u. N now, Roma has just enlisted. Tai n ahmad will be too bz enjoying their new found adventure. Yazid is bz wif work and his family...

I guess if u no longer 1 2 tok to me its ok...but i admit, the tyming sux...i respect ur decision...but damn...i really need a companion...not to tok abt my lyf, sumone to just laff wiff or sometyms, at....

But thats that i guess, just rmb, if u need sumone, any no one seems to be ard. Find me k. I bear no grudges n honestly, dun woory abt my feelings k. I seriuzly given up. Beyond hope. I noe, u made it clear a long tym ago nothings gonna happen. I swear.... Take Care my fren....

PS - Honestly, i hope our conversations wldnt end cuz i really need to laff....

OUTZZ...

Shad checked in on...Thursday, June 14, 2007