*....faCtS....*

SuMtin BouT Me...
NaMe: Shad...
AgE: Too Old To BoThEr, Too Young To CaRe
JoB sTaTuS: CuRRenTlY SeRv|nG ThE NaTioN
d.O.b: 31sT SePt 1984
EmaiL oR Add Me oN FreNsTeR oR Hi5: matgile05@yahoo.com.sg
Add Me iF U WaNt oN MsN: matgile05@hotmail.com

*...Tellement pour dire, mots tellement petits...*

*...HaTeS...*

Paranoia
Blasphemy
War
Pretenders
Maths & Java

*...FaVs...*

Songs: Too Many Too Mention
Movies: Remember The Titans!!! The Man Who Knew Too Little
Supports: Newcastle United, England, Denmark, Chezch Republic, Juventus

*...PHoToS...*

-Fidz Chalet 2oo4-
-Raya wif NYP Peeps 2oo4-
-Raya wif The Guys 2oo4-
-KL Trip wif The Guys 2oo4-
-Sending Maryam off/Azie's openhse-
-My Family's Batam Trip-

*...LinKSs...*

-StArHuB-
-YaHo0!-
-MiNiCLiP-
-WwE-
-SoCCeRNeT-
-NUFC-
-NYP-
-SIT-
-BaRaFRanCa-

*...LinKSs 4 FreNs...*

Amal
Ariff
Ayu
Azie
Cheryl
Elfirah
Fadillah
Fana
Geannie
Hafiz
Hafiidz
Jian Yong
KaiTing
Lionel
Minah
Michelle
Nadiah
Nes
Paul Mcfly
Rab|a
Shikin
Siti
Sofian
TKCK
Yana
Zuli


*ArChIvEs*

  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • November 2004
  • December 2004
  • January 2005
  • February 2005
  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • July 2006
  • November 2006
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008

  • **





    Monday, July 09, 2007



    O O O --- O O O



    People say when lyf gives u lemons, make lemonades. i guess if lyf gives u ice-cream, den u sell ice-cream....but dun go selling it at the north-pole haha

    I know lyf is like a roller coaster, breathing deeply, walking backwards, but sometyms the downs are so bad u wish it wasnt. Im not talking abt my own lyf tho, I'm fine. I'm always ok ;)

    I guess I'm just peeved when i hear stories from ppl close to me abt seperation. Its so sad that these things happen so often. Sometyms i wonder what are this ppl thinking. Sometyms i doubt that they even think before they act. I feel for the children cuz the children are the one who suffer. The children are the victims.

    These victims suffer so bad that they sometyms question their fate n existance. They start blaming god n ask what have they done to desrve a lyf lyk this. I guess the answer is plain simple, nothing.

    I strongly believe that god knows what he's doing. I guess these things happen to those who god knows is strong enuf to handle them, provided they bliff in themselves. Now, i'm not saying all the other ppl are weak, i'm just saying that everything in lyf is a test and this is theirs. It doesnt matter what age u are, divorce hurts the children the most.

    Yes it takes two hands to clap but sometyms one can be a great illusionist making the other party see what's not there. My mumonce told me to stop trying to figure out how the minds of these ppl think cuz i'll neva figure out their stupid ways but i told my mum i wasnt trying to figure things out, i was just wishing that i cld grab their heads, shake it ard lyk mad(mebi bang it against the wall a little bit too) n who noes, the cobwebs mite go away n their sense wld drop rite back in their brains cuz honestly, y bother to have kids if u dun plan to take care of them?

    I pity those ppl responsible enuf but cant have children due to one problem or another. There's this one comedy i watch titled "Idiocracy". Its abt this average joe who's freezed in a military scientific experiment. He was suppose to be awaken a year later but unfortunately the scientist who was conducting the experiment was arrested for some stupid reason n the experiment was forgotten. Fast foward to the year 2505, an accident occured and finally he was awaken. By then, of course technology was much better. Everything was automated. Things was so easy for humans that they became dumb n the gist is that the average joe became the smartest man in the world.

    At the begining of the show, the explained that apart from everything being automated, another reason for the human demise in intelligence was simple. Those who are responsible enuf to actually have children have onli one child or are afraid to have dem due to the fear of raising them wrong. Whereas those irresponible bastards have more children then they can handle. And their children grow up n take after their fathers and have more children till the stupid asses out populates the world n soon the mature ones become no more...

    Sometyms i sit down and wonder, what is this world turning into? Y do ppl give in to temptation so easily, afterall, let's face it, most unwanted pregnancy starts from ppl who succumb to the temptation of sex. To me, this may not be the cuase of broken families but its the source of one of them. The message Live Earth gave during the weekend to me shdnt be onli abt global warming. It shd be abt lyf itself. If we dun do smth, who will?

    Yes sex is nice, i wld be lying if i said otherwise. When u're doing it, the feeling is lyk no other. Some compare it to divinition, some say its addictive. Whatever it is, wldnt u lyk to share it wif sumone u really love den? Wldnt it be more satisfying? N y not do it when its legal(n i dun mean when the gal is 16 here)? I duno, i guess thats onli true to me n a few others cuz frankly, its getting harder to find ppl who share the same views as me on this topic. Especially in the army....

    Sometyms i wonder y i keep on lying to myself. Sometyms i wonder how this world go on all the tym. I wonder how they keep on smiling wif all the worries in their lyf. Sometyms i wonder how they keep on living wif all the pain.

    Sometyms i wonder y the are so many twist and turns. Sometyms i wonder wat's in store for me ard the bend. I wonder y there's so much hunger wif all the wealth inside this world. I wonder y there's so many lives to throw away.

    Sometyms i wonder y the sun means day n the moon means nite. Sometym i wonder abt the blue blue thing that we call sky. I wonder abt the mystery of lyf n that thing we call death. I wonder abt the scenery i see outside.

    And i wonder y i wrote this song> I wonder y music was born. I wonder abt the things that've gone. I wonder abt the things to come. And i wonder y i wonder abt thses stuff that no one wonders abt. And i can't believe that i'm still here to wonder abt the things i fear.....


    Tjink before u act ppl. Make this world a better place....If we don't do smth, who will? Remember that my frens...peace.....


    Shad checked in on...Monday, July 09, 2007